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Scapegoating The Homeless

Why is homelessness perpetuated yet ignored? Why are we intentionally misrepresented so we will be misunderstood? Why are we not represented from within our community and why are we not given options other than Homelessness=Free Ride (and total control by the system) or Get Housed=Legitimacy?

There is a ploy, a con involved and like most of normal society people not associated with business or law enforcement or crime are not even aware there is a deception involved.

The missing information is that our society targets the homeless and the poor as a demographic, forget about Targeted Individuals.
We are lumped into one group in public perception and then judged by what seems to be either group or personal opinion which includes morality.

To some its immoral to allow one's self to be so inefficient and lose self reliance, to not work and to be without material gain.

Others judge us according to what seems like Christian morality or just old fashioned decency.

To many no matter where their opinion of us hails from we are indeed misunderstood as we are misrepresented.

This peasant class if you will, street people have been present since ancient times. I am not educated enough to know if tribal societies lacked such a group due to the all inclusive nature of their society as well as its small size. But empires based on Rome and a fuedal system do seem to have such populations.

The problem is that in a global world, everyone had started minding everyone else's business, the govt has become more involved with homeless people. Determined to apply their social work ethic to an age old problem of such societies: to get us all housed and END homelessness.
Doing so not out of wholey wanting to care for people but partially to stop taxpayers from whining about free loaders. And local business owners I assume as well.

One problem is that homeless people have become bold and numerous. Crack cocaine along with the gangsta mentality being popularized has been partially responsible for this. The other factor is the system itself getting involved: many homeless are coddled to the point where they never learn they are unwelcome and have to stay in the backround of society.

Many homeless are severely mentally ill- you can thank Reagan for that as many institutions were closed by his administration. Why you ask? Why would the govt want to assist crack dealing gangs to fund a covert war action in a far off land (Iran Contra)?? Becuz its part of social engineering. Simple cause and effect.

There are very plausible theories from those of us familiar with these technologies and these actions rooted in Proj Paperclip etc as to why one would want to release mental patients into public spaces: Reagan had proposed what is essentially the gang stalking system to openly manage prisoners and the mentally ill. There was such outrage that it was quickly pulled from his campaign platform. Looks as if it was simply implemented without such public notice.

Also the homeless that are stresssors on any community and disruptive will motivate people to fund gentrification, gated communities and with 9-11, anti terror funding to be used to protect communities.

The reason these options are attractive to the powers that be is becuz it makes alot of people alot of money. If the homeless were not let lose on society, fed crack, mingled with SEVERELY mentally ill disruptive human beings and then whoever else traumatized then harassed constantly into feeling persecuted for being houseless or a transient, then you might actually have a managable situation. Also the refusal of the powers and the system to suggest or alllow inventive, creative solutions such as true representation of distinct homeless demographics, encouraging representation from within the Homeless community as well as homeless hostel type situations for high to med functioning homeless to get off the street and be more self sufficient and independent than chronic shelter living or traveling shows a purposeful and intentional oppression of the Homeless population.

Forget about the ACLU suing cities like San Diego for not providing enough hand outs and free resources, lets start legal action for the continued insistence on oppressing this population by insisting they become housed and managed by the system slavishly as well as not ALLOWING any sort of alternative to being managed by the system and forced fed hand outs.

Charity groups is one thing, its their choice, they enjoy providing for the needy, many as part of their religious belief. I suspect communities often provide the bare minimum through the city/state in order to simply keep such people away from what is Their's that they value.

The human and civil rights abuses that continue to be perpetrated upon the Homeless population continue due to a campaign of psychological warfare and propaganda that brainwashes the public to PERCIEVE that freeloading, crack smoking crazy lazy drunks deserve disregard until they become proper Calitalists.

And I would buy into that too...if I didn't know the reality of the situation.

Whistle blowers and Targets as you know are harassed into this population nowadays, I think becuz its just not as easy as decades ago when you could simply frame someone to prison.

There are many intelligent talented people such as inventors who historically seem to have been victimized by covert warfare- thus the cliche of dying 'penniless and insane'.

Not all homeless are unfortunate. Some are living off the system, some are rotten human beings and certain shelters gangs are either involved in skimming funding, actual funding or running operations out of the shelter. White collar crime and organized crime are more reasons why the homeless scene remains a mystery and its desired the public stay mystified, hateful and aloof or conned with constant sob stories and little violins.

Criminals need places to hide-smart ones who work with local crime/law enforcement even city officials.

Homeless people are thus abused, scapegoated and intimidated as a source of profit. I believe this is why so many whistleblowers are targeted in shelters. Anyone with any intelligence who is outspoken is treated badly. And a good number of clients are indeed helped ensuring there are a population of people who cannot say enough wonderful things about this or that shelter.

People who become travelers or sleep outside usually have the intelligence and individuality to get mobbed by shelter rats as well as staff who use a lot of prison type psych tactics to control a large population with little staff.

The linked article above has one sentence that I appreciated being said: we are indeed shamed, demeaned and misunderstood.

This is why its so convenient to chase TIs into this level of society. Per usual the shadow system gets the public to do their work for them without them understanding what's really going on.


Re: Natalie

Good luck Natalie. Many Targeted Individuals have similar experiences. There are always other Targets everywhere u go so u r not alone. And there seems to be sympathizers in positions of power who assist.
Unfortunately u r now stuck with these odd circumstances and must adapt and evolve accordingly in order to survive. Dont suicide its what the bad guys want most and dont snap either.

Any questions there are long time TIs who are helpful and have info posted on internet. Beware of comference calls as well as networking with other TIs...there are many perps, operatives and criminal opportunists in the TI community baiting and waiting for desperate vulnerable Targets.


211: San Diego CA

San Diego 211: press yes for survey becuz i think this makes a difference in quality of service.
Woman on line is slow, robotic, wastes phone minutes and time and in the end communicates very little info needed about meals etc.

Goal is to stress out caller it seems. She was paranoid aboit being on speaker phone and demanded to be taken off speaker phone, too ignorant to know about repeater issues with echo of voices on phone.

Asked too many personal questions, goal of which seems to be to gain compliance snd control over homeless poor caller or to gauge caller's mental stare or compliance level.


Home Stretch Beginning, Might As Well Keep The Male Protection

i am going to try to travel with him again. just becuz its not safe right now. but i will make sure I keep more control over my own affairs. i also will not try to influence him so much. we spend too much time together and we have some things in common but not as much as it takes to be in someone's face all the time. I always feel like he weighs down something about me, whatever makes me fast and fleet of foot. I cant stand it.

Hes like a stagnant pool. I am like a force that keeps trying break out of a frozen over pond. I always had that image mentally as what a real horrible situation would be like. Trying to find a hole to get out of a body of water you fell through, not being able to find it. Feeling along the top ice under water, knowing its just a matter of time.

Fun what goes through Survivor's heads isnt it? Or is it put in our heads by outside forces? Survivors have the particularly horrible experience throughout life of knowing somewhere in there what is in store for us and what is, eventually, going to happen to us. What our fates are.

Survivors of programming often cry during certain movies for this reason- they know from info within their programming certain things about their own futures. Yet there is nothing one can do about it. This information is embedded within the programming system.

Only when a process akin to Pinnochio becoming a real boy occurs, can Survivors have Willful control over thier lives.

That of course is when the external system of controls comes after Survivors. Ensuring they become nothing more than has beens. Destroyed.

Orphans Wanted

Had to ditch that road dog i was with. He was most likely working to get out of trouble with the jail system. He could have just been a f*ck up, he definitely had issues with his mother and sided with dad, which most of the men i get are like this...that or closeted gay who cant admit it.

Traveling with someone was a good idea. But it has to be someone dedicated to real change, not some poser hippie who lives to be irresponsible.

The kid just could not take care of his own affairs. I havent been writing becuz I had to manage everything. He smoked some pot with this crazy old street hippie and i told him not to do anytjing like that outside of a safe situation, a controlled scene where anyone too crazy is 86'd, like Berkeley or Harvard Sq. I was asleep and he smoked the medical stuff out here in Cali. Then he started talking total nonsense. I don't know if the guy dosed him or if pot just brings out what could be really wrong with him mentally.

I brought up that he always acts normal, coherent and has nice conversation when his dad is around. Yet with me hes always whining about. walking too far, being hot in the sun (while wearing too heavy clothing ) and making planning our day as difficult as possible for me. It seems with me, his main goal in life seemed to be to sit around, be lazy, eat large amounts of food and pretend to care about activism. Yet, when around his dad who happens to have the keys to a house he can stay at and will send him money in an emergency, he is fairly normal and cooperative.

I dont think he was really a traveler. More a drifter. He would take too long to get used to environments-new places when we arrived. I travel for activism, to avoid being targeted in one place too long and to find a place to write my book and do more on my blogs. He just wasnt supporting that final goal. He acted like being with me was a chance to say whatever popped into his head and waste time.

I need to find people who like me are truly orphaned. I always end up with someone who treats me with disrespect becuz they have family they can ultimately fall back on. Julie, Jake, my mother, all the rich kids in NA were all like this. They stayed connected to really screwed up families just so they could have security.

I need people that are truly alone, truly fighting a large oppressive system like I am. Not lolligagging, wasting time and being mindless hippies.


Fell For Another Manipulator

The guy I was traveling with has taken control of the relationship. I thought I could handle him and again I was wrong.

Due to my situation, poverty and my being so damaged from years of abuse, I usually have no or limited options for friends and boufriends.

I often take what I can, whatever comes along. Especially being under such duress. Predators know I am vulnerable. I am need protection, affection, companionship.

Due to this desperation I have gotten into relationships with men I hardly know who turn out to be unstable or abusive just in order to gain some sort of quick security, protection and companionship.

This keeps happening and its unavoidable- the vulnerable one becomes: older, losing looks, unable to gain economic independence or education, isolated, failing health etc- the more a Target feels they are ' only human'. Unable to make the best decisions possible for themselves and thier situations.
Being a female, collective male sentiment such as sexism or mobbing a woman is utilized greatly in my campaign; another instance where the designers of sophisticated psy ops campaigns understand and use to their advantage the primitive urges of the masses who are kept ignorant about just how animalistic their dark sides really are.

The end result is the designers end up regressing both Target and public mob into mere animals. One of their favorite things to do seems to be reducing people living like animals.
Anyone not able to keep up is seen as a part of what threatens rhe TIs life not saving it.

I thought I could handle the emotions involved with using someone who was out to use me. Not being a total sociopath, but perhaps forced to reason like one often enough, I fell into being vulnerable to emotional attachment. I also have been a total bitch to this person due to having to function a certain way in order to be safe and function.

I was desperate for a guard dog and a healer but forgot that person is a human being who cannot be changed.

Its hard to consider other's humaness when yours has rarely been taken into consideration your entire life.

TIs need someone they can trust; Survivors of mind control or programming require people they can respect and depend on. Becuz Targets are basically in a life and death situation, anyone not meeting those requirements is most likely going to get attacked. In programmed Survivors there is alot to do with discipline and having to succeed at any cost or do whatever it takes to survive. This is instilled in the person at a very young age via the various RA you have most likely read about. Suicide is preferable to failure, that and dying for whatever is trying to be accomplished, instead of giving up. All part of constructing the superman I assume.

This makes the Targeted Survivor of programming extremely difficult to be around.

Out of desperation we connect with who we can...and we pay for it dearly by depend on opportunists or other inappropriate people. It messes us up and disturbs whatever programming remains as well as whatever the gs has created over.years of conditioning. The new companion suffers as well, and thus the perps have.more evidence as to whst an unfair overbearing crazy female you really are, which in terms of the cover story, means you MUST deserve being targeted.

This system wastes nothing and its often multi purpose.


Yuma AZ Love's Truck Stop AZ. Rt I-8. Stay he hell away from the Love's truck stop on Gila. Cops doing tactical harassment, managers in on gs theatres, trucks wont give rides.

Could be power lines near by, dont know, but ended up fighting with travel companion alot, the psychologicsl warfare added to this effect. We compared notes and we both had experienced hearing one specific song in our mind's ear, repetitively for approx the past eight hours beginning with last evening late. He also claims to have heard only an excerpt of a song repetitively. How can two seperate individuals experience such a thing both only realizing the others experience afterwards?

Looked at map. There is some sort of Marine Corp installation right nearby.
Guess I have to be more careful before going somewhere next time.

It wasnt as bad as Tuscon. Alot of the content was pushing me to get a lawyer and sue. Yet, still, these technologies should not be used for rapid growth or behavior modification in humans, especially at the price of destroying intelligence, health or artistic ability. Especially psychic ability.

Bus system: YCAT
Goes around Yuma and all the way out east to Welton a small town east down rt 8. Bus is 3.50 all day pass, 2.50 adult one way and 1.75 special rate.

Target is to the Northwest and Walmart to South west.These are both 40 min walks.
The Orange line of YCAT bus goes from Harley Davidson near Love's to a different Walmart.

If you r stuck at Loves take the Orange line bus to Dairy Queen east and this is near Flying J where its more tolerant of travelers. Seven minute walk to Flying J.


Will Gang Stalk For Food

I gave them my name and location. Fifteen minutes later Ive got some scarce yet obvious gang stalking going on. Maybe it was other sources doing the informing.
The phone lady insisted on calling me Renee after specifically asking my name.

There are some good people who work and toil for this organization. Yet its the problems with these kinds of.places that get written about by people like me.

Usually its immediate staff, thier pet clients or simply some of the clients. The clients at this shelter however have usually been pretty mellow and mind their own business.

Lets make sure it stays mellow with no weird things happening.

Mind you ABQ is where in front of the Rescue Mission, thats where I was leaked the information that whoever is doing this wants to keep me on the run with harassment.


Hitchiking On Vagablogging

Ok something that ISNT negative about my situation, experiences or the social constructs of the NWO:

Being a Target you will have to, of course, apply special limitations and cautions on your travel activities...just adapt them to your specific situation.

It has given me personally an understanding of how much money is flowing around out there daily and why its so much bullsh*t that I need be targeted and living in destitute poverty.

Seeing those big rigs haul all that product around the country in such large quantities and seeing so much land open and empty in places like the west and south west makes it clear just how much the situation in big cities as well as with TIs is nothing but enslavement by the powers that be.
This is why its so important to keep up a constant smear campaign as well as psychological warfare on the Target, so that society and they themselves believe they deserve this predicament; that its necessary when in fact there is more than enough money and space for everyone.

They dont want anyone to know that without such covert activities, Capitalism wouldnt work and perhaps empires could not exist.


Rule of thumb with Berkeley CA is when the students get back- get the hell out of there. I havent tried arriving early like May, perhaps I should. It starts to get cold about now, like suddenly and it rains. If you are from the northeastern USA generally Cali weather that has any breeze or cold to it at all will make you feel chillled and begin to weaken you. There is something about the cold in the northeast, its crisper in the fall and it gets.cold more slowly. By winter many of us can walk around in a tshirt in the snow. There's somethng insulating about the snow, I dont know what it is. Also the contrast between true cold, inside heaters especially the healthier old fashoined metal steam or water heaters that dry the air out. Hot showers, ending in cold water so u dont get sick- all this seems to have a stimulating effect. Also the northeast is geared to remain a happy productive place through the seasons. Berkeley gets depressing and the people seem so as well when it turns cold. Its not really built for inclimate weather. If you wear flip.flops in the rain around Berkeley you are taking your life in your hands for a possible slip and fall.

If you have money this area seems really tolerant and politically aware. But the students make it difficult. One gets tired of looking at good looking young people whos whole lives are ahead of them and the UC students are not Ivy League, lets put it that way. They dont just ignore you and mind their own business like at Harvard. They are quite insecure and also seem offended by the very idea of people asking them for money.

The population here has this general guilt or pity for people like me, which we all should know by now is one of the deadliest emotions in existence.for oppressed people trying to keep.thier confidence up.

And many of the older affluent hippie types seem to turn their noses up most of all. Its all done in a very horrid upper middle sort of way. New money....something.
It might just be TIs or specific ones, like maybe they know who I am, i never know right? Due to being gas lighted.

There are cool black travelers that come through so thats not an issue. There are cool homeless in Berkeley who are ethnic. There are nice housed people like this as well, but there are also some.of the most uppity blacks I have encountered anywhere in the US in Berkeley also. And if rhey are ghetto the men are waaayyy to forward, upfront and domineering without any kind of fear of consequence. Its not the northeast. The whites are not tough ethnic types with strong Euro roots and gangs etc. Often these men mean well but its disrespectful to a northeasterner. The women are fine usually other than a strange pre occupation with race it seems. North Cali, especially Berkeley is in many ways stuck in what seems like the 1970s in Boston as far as race issues. Its kinda bizarre sometimes but at least we can understand a bit about where they are coming from.

I ran errands in a placw called Emeryville where all the blacks I met and interacted with were very nice. It felt like a place youd want to move to. They simply treated me as a human being, no tension and bs.

Telegraph is always safe, it feels like that as a traveler. But it can suck you in and it feels like it begins to stunt growth. The effect is that as a northeasterner you begin to lose force- focus. You put the gloves down too often, you get what we consider lazy.

Whites have no fight here, no Blarney, no swagger. You dont need it to survive here...and for a TI that can mean death as an activist.

You wont starve to death, you have showers morning and night, and can squat in a large variety of places.

Homeless Population and Culture As A Holding Area For Victims Of CrimesCrimes

One major reason for driving whistle blowers and victim witnesses into the homeless life and population is to ensure they are kept down by the poor trearment and vilification the homeless population recieve.

It should strike people as an odd coincidence that the sex industry is kept shrouded in mystery, the public seems ignorant of how it works and workers are constantly vilified in an ongoing effort to create a place where lots of other activities can take place unseen by the public and without public scrutiny. Covert ops, black projects, mind control slavery which is connected of course to sex work, drug running, money laundering and spying activities such as honey pots, entrapments, material for black mail to control key people and couriers of information where before advanced technology used the human brain in very sophisticated ways for taking in information and regurgitating it.
Human experimentation obviously as this has even been documented to be admitted by the CIA themselves that prostitutes are a popular guinea pig as they are people who cant fight back or get revenge as they are shunned by society and have no power to begin with. What they omitted is that there is a high probability that many of those sex workers who seem randomly screwed over simly becuz they are powerless or whatever else ,are indeed mind controlled slaves. The time and effort put into such people since childhood makes them of value for life as far as exploitation goes, though it seems that many who are not deemed usable(or controllable) in the long run are expendable, which is what suicide programming is all about.

As well the homeless culture is alo kept shrouded kn myatery and especially recently, coincidentally after the system came after so mamy Survivors during Bush and srill its going on, The Homeless are freely villified, hated, set on fire in theor sleep and scape goated for being responsible for gentrified YUPpy areas not looking as sterile and pwefect as they shoukd by desing.

This is all coordinated as far as I am concerned. It makes sense and its quite logical.

Always remeber that rhose of us born into this know all too well that control is the constant factor. They contrl you when you arw usable and of value and they need to control you when you wake up ans naturally want to grow. Destroying your mind and beating you don into the homeless population is simply a way of controlling theSurvivor in an extreme way, just as extreme as when you are fully still under mind control whn younger, excpet this time the Survivor is aware of what is transpiring.
I have noted over the years that this system is obsessed with crearing holding areas or patterns for Targeted Individuals and Survivors of mind control.

You get targeted and taken right from leaving the sex industry into destitute homelessless. Does anyone see how ridiculously convenient this is for a society that is hiding alot kf crimes and foul play?

No matter how much activism I do it will never have been enough to save my own life or future. It isnt being done fast enough. Places like Cambridge MA and Berkeley CA are so targeted at this point that one can hardly get anything relevant done. While in Cambridge I was interfaced and targeted so consistently that I couldn't even think straight much less keep focus. I wasn't even myself anymore, that is how bad this is now.

I notice in Berkeley where its less all pervasive and one can keep focus to a point there arent the services there are in Cambridge MA. I dont have access to a computer for hours a day.

So even if people are provided the resources they need to do activism or whistle blow, if you simply target these people or the resource centers or the resource center computers are tweeked, they wont be able to utilize those outlets of free speech anyway.

This and other things going are what is behind or included in Bush's sentiment that the US Constitution is just a piece of paper. In fact he is ultimately correct, it is just that. Its like a promisery note with nothing of value to back it up. Its a bluff at the table, if human power and effort are not present to enforce it...or are not allowed to enforce it by sneaky, underhanded means like using these technologies.

The anger towards people like Bush has always seemed to me useless. They dont do anything different than any other con man, criminal, politician or big businessman. They happen to be extremely good at it and overt about pulling it off, almost as entertainment. If one digs deeper, you'll note they are representing special interests. You can blame Bush all you want but there are people who exist that require the actions he and his son have taken.

Look at it as they play the games so well people cant keep up. The public who are angered or disappointed by these types of actions are considered by others to simply not be able to cut it in the type of cut throat business that makes the most monies. You can keep calling them The Bush Crime family but without proof or a serious taking on of the issue instead of just talking about it, they and the people they represent will remain legitimized.

Its all trickery. Once you understand how the tricks work, you wont be so angry or take it personally. Think of yourselves as easily deceived by tricksters, not oppressed by ultimate power thats absolute or written in stone.

All the fear mongering and other tacics get the public to believe that, its simply a psychological wall built by tactics. Yes you will be harassed if you know too much or stand up to such powers, but how much do you like living as a prisoner in a total lie?

People like me are born into such messes and have little option but to fight if we want to live.


Diversity In The Homeless Population Still Not Reflecting Organized Stalking and Harassment

The diversity isnt so striking, when one considers the two commonalities. Would it be striking that housed people with higher income form diverse groups? That is essentually what many modern cities consist of.

Still there is either ignorance about or refusal to acknowledge homeless or nomadic individuals being targeted into thier current circumstances.

This is akin to doing a total run down of US economy and leaving out black market monies, products and services.
You may get a result but it is never an accurate one.

To continue to avoid the influence of oppression, political or otherwise on the homeless population is irresponsible and will result in a never ending problem.


California's Dreamin'- Permanently

Northern CA. Culturally tolerant of eccentric people in San Fran and Berekely. Much outside of that is culturally incompatible with travelers. The remote influence ceases around midnight or a bit before and the difference is certainly noticed.

The psycho management or remote influence, seemingly via technology is enough to kill a horse as the expression goes. It would drive even the most resistant strong mind half insane if remaining in this location long enough. A truly frightening place for ANYONE targeted. Everyone else seems outwardly normal and happy even especially in Berkeley.

There are consistently far too many seemingly mentally ill people in various areas of Cali to be normal. There is something up with a state claiming to be broke giving their mentally ill SSI recipients 900 dollars a month, one of the highest amounts in the USA.

If you come through here, do so only with supportive people who will also be back up. Then get out while you can, unless you somehow find a situation.

The sheer insanity of this entire state, via what seems to be from....outside influence lets say, may just be responsible for its high levels of creativity in such things as acting. But the instability isnt worth it. Just like living on the land mass itself, known as California.


Maine and NH

Stay the hell away from Portland MAINE. Was told later in NH that they have thier own police mafia which as you can see by my posts while there is probably true.
Somalians are killing off homeless people allegedly, so what more outsourcing? The hick style of Blackwater I suppose.

If its true.

Portsmouth seems targeted by tech but its not horrible like Portland. Its not a livng hell on earth effect. It was manipulative though. No ghetto bs there, for certain reasons I wont get into so partially for some of you it will be restful other than being targeted. Plenty of woods, no panhandling, no hitching city ordinance. Peaceful as can be. For many of us too peaceful if there too long.

Maine seems creepy like its conservative. Portland seemed like there were perps everywhere even though they didnt take too much action outright.

It was like a red squad city or something. A woman on a ride out of there commented that they shouldnt be able to have that kind of lifestyle on those salaries paid there. hmmmm


The Homeless Are Like Other People..Not Quite
Part of the 'homeless problem' is that we have many different demographics lumped together. And none of these when defined as The Homeless can advocate for or respresent themselves.

We then have liberal type bleeding heart campaigns and social service people representing us. This in itself creates hostility becuz its like hiding behind moms apron strings.

Its not true. Homeless people are not normal. Many lack support systems or their support system was torn out from under them at a time when they were vulnerable or aged or sickly and they can't get back again.

There are alot of variables in The Homeless as well as there's going to be cultural and political differences between countries.

Essentially homelessness is POLITICAL.
And that is often why the seriousness of that is masks with warm dizzies or reactionary hatred.

The homeless represent some failure in society or culture. People don't want to look at that. This is a perfect example.

Also since when are Russians going to be sympathetic like Americans? So many years behind an Iron Curtain westerners still aren't familiar with Eastern European character and culture as we are with others. Its still mysterious to many Americans. In a way I don't know if true Russian culture ever even makes it to American minds to ponder. There's got to be some manipulative reason for that as well.

Many homeless people had extremely bad timing or they don't have the social skills to make it back- for some reason or a combination of reasons they have been effectively weakened. Some just cannot make it back to mainstream society.
As many of us know that might be on purpose or not. No matter what's done is done by that time.

And while people who work in the system are busy pouring their (or your) money into the next theorized solution that doesn't work to solve homelessness and trying to push campaigns to 'end homelessness' which is questionable constitutionaly and otherwise, real people are suffering NOW. Things need to be dome NOW.

Part of the problem is the fear of revealing homelessness as political and the ignorance of the professionals who insist on respresenting us. At administrative levels you have people who are playing some very shady games with money and trust: from white collar fraud to further exposing the homeless to continued human experimentation, especially anything connected to Harvard or MIT which I now fully realize has never ceased their human experimentation agendas.

This isn't paranoia, its realistic human nature and if you don't believe those accusations could be true you know very little about cut throat acedamia and businessmen in science. These people are smart and well educated-so how does this make them moral? It doesnt? The genteel acedemic never existed. Inventors and scientists have been cut throat, businessminded and getting targeted dying penniless and insane for millenia.

With that established as realistic possibility let's look again at The Homeless. You've got a population that exists to be exploited and alot of these bleeding heart liberals are in full knowledge of this. Why they go along is becuz they want jobs and advancement like most selfish people.

This population is far to vulnerable and has its own social structures and traditions even to be dismissed as merely a babe in the care of social workers and other self and gov't appointed caretakers.

The reason people hate is becuz they can. Humans are animals. The homeless population is understood only too well by the people who exploit them and many harsh realities are still not accepted by people who don't understand the political VALUE of such a population in many societies.

Before you solve problems effectively you have to assess them truthfully and for various reasons that never happens when dealing with this population.

If the really wanted to help us they wouldnt create questions on intake.forms that have only answers they want to allow and if not then one feels under threat of being labeled mentally ill and psychiatry is sicked on them.
There are too many questions that no one wants answered for this problem to ever be effectively dealt with.


Informants ans Rats Constantly Surround The TI

Informants and rats are constantly around the TI especially if they are homeless. I can't get away from these kinds of people. They are.the.first ones to want to be around or befriend the Target.

There's a deaf guy in our camp I don't trust ans.of course any of the junkies or people who end up in jail alot u have to wonder about.

They usually have money alot and have wonxerous stories about people just giving them things. They walk into places where the TI usually vets.treated very badly and get preferential treatment. Medical, dental etc.

They end up often walking away from probation or multiple offenses.

These days there is no honor system on the streets and rats are usually the norm.

It also looks good for the smear campaign becuz a TI is made out to be a rat along with the other things we know are smears. So if yer around those people it backs up the smear.

You can also be mind controlled into doing stupid things that they will use against you. The point is to ensure that the TI has no cred or is hated by society and constantly controlled by police via informants.


Homeless Programs and TIs/Targeted Survivors of Mind Control

On The Rise..the women are talking about race again. I finally said something and of course got singled out. One of the women is obsessed with race. It has to enter into every conversation. She can't stand me becuz I know what the game is and also becuz some jealous old white trash at St Patricks whispered in her ear.

Its laughable how she is talking about bullies at Duley House and how wrong it is. Yet she had no problems fraternizing with the In crowd when she was at St Patricks where a few of them were overtly nasty to other shelter clients. Staff does nothing.

Her problem is she is a social creature completely. She believes what the crowd tells her and can't stand me becuz of what the crowd tells her and also becuz I am a loner. Like everyone else she thinks I am stupid and whatever other smear campaign.

The bullies at Duley house sound like they are overt and individualistic. So of course this gets noticed by her yet when a social group bullies someone she's too blinded or weak to realize or do anything about it.

The conversations in here are typical female stupidity unless truly educated people are here both clients and staff. And don't confuse a good education with people going to school or back to school for purely vocational purposes.

I see those in here and education has done nothing for their thought processes. It hasn't taught think outside of PC or modern trends or out of their percived ghetto or street youths.

I become very amused considering who my family is on both sides while listening to the way they talk to me and how they percieve me.

Also they are full of shit becuz one advocate in front of a few other advocates agreed that many people are triggered by anyone talking about gang stalking. Triggered by that content. I wonder if it was a polite way of saying schizophrenics are are triggered by such content.

I have to remember these are people just like any other. Yet a few advocates have said they believe things like that go on. This lesbian woman who was here as staff agreed with me at one time in the beginning of my coming here that things like this do exist.
Yet some time later she made an alarming comment about my trauma. I mentioned something about the effects I was feeling lately and she said while slightly sighing "Well, extreme trauma will do that". It wasn't sympathetic at all.
It was almost like a joke.

Wtf is wrong with people? Thats why I don't trust this place nor do I respect them alot anymore. Their attitudes are somewhat weak in the face of great oppression and they seem to be ingenuine in supporting Targeted persons. What, exactly is their position? Do they believe black ops exist and whistleblowsrs are targeted or do they pacify and humor claimants but withold the fact they believe TIs are delusional, mentally ill or attention seeking?

Its as if the supporting or mediating for the status quo is their mission pertaining to Targets.

They are wonderful for homeless women but for Ritual Abuse Survivors that are being targeted or any currently Targeted Individual they seem to lose all sensitivity to the issue of dealing with torture victims or they flip flop in their validation of the person's claims.

If a person like Christine beating them down constantly with conspiracy theories makes them lose faith or support then why are they not educated about TIs that fall into information hoarding and conspiracy theory as part of the effects of being traumatized so OR the fact that disinfo agents and operatives regularly do such things as part of gang stalking as a system?

If they believe in it and support TIs or RA/mind control survivors then why are they not familiar with everything that comes along with it?

It might be that they are being taught to believe in Recovered Memory Syndrome by the psychiatric and psychological establishment.

What's so interesting is that if they don't believe in it then why do they play so many games with Survivors to help handle them or silence them?

I think RA and mind control are still subjects that are not understood nor accepted in this society. People are afraid of this subject matter or they fear the perps' power of intimidation and control so severely that they help the system hide Survivors and the oppression they face daily.

I think also that there is no common experience - no point of reference for such torture, mistreatment and spiritual torture.

This further isolates Targeted Survivors from society which is not good for our healing or progression out of the mazes created by programming or gang stalking.

Unfortunately Ritually Abused persons or programmed people are trained to take an inhuman amount of abuse and are used to being hated and misunderstood. Keeping silent about being angry or being hurt is the way you are raised..its a normal part of living in mind control families.

Normal people further oppress and cause the Survivor to be subservient to them by treating Survivors this way and denying them their realities and processes. The entire society does this along with the To having to be targeted.

The Targeted Survivor does what they know best- they fall back into old programs and destroy themselves. Hate, helplessness, food addiction or whatever can be done to cope.
Latest deception:
I should number these, like Lie # 1,238 or similar. There have been so many of them over these years.

Lately its been that I have to learn my lesson about Jake. And this time its not an idea or a vision.

What lesson? The kid used me and alot of the time only thought about himself.

Of.course this nonsense only occurs in heavily electromagnetized areas. More bullshit more ridiculous morality teaching that is covering.up for MK Ultra and destroying me so orgone production is not possible.

That was and is their only motive when it cutting down my sex drive or moralizing to me or trying to cut me down to get married to some square type of guy. Thats been obvious for years.

Many people who push even slightly this cover story also seem to know about the earth's natural electromagnetic spots in Lourdes France and Sedona AZ.

They also told me Tesla made the mistake of discovering energy grids that matched up with the Druidic grids. They intimated heavily that he got targeted and destroyed by this system for his work.
These are real people who have said these things in person to my face. I can recall location surroundings and faces etc. I did not imagine alot of the info that has been handed to me casually concerning this type of information. Part of their arrogance I wonder?

So obviously many people around the country are in on this system as part of defending the life destroying polluting way we live that make a certain group rich and as far as they are concerned trickle down everyone else.

I recall years ago when I was walking down Mass Ave away from Central Sq towards MIT, right at the railroad tracks actually- it was before this all came down heavy, before the world got intensely weird. I was looking up at the sun gaining some energy or at least I didn't know at the time that's what it was, a woman walked by at that moment looked at me as she passed and said "No cheating!".

That is just the kind of intrusive insane perp thing to say as well. So obviously these jerks are big fans of polluting fossil fuel systems and humans being locked into a false environment instead of getting what we need from nature.


Harvard Sq Cambridge MA Becoming Closed To Homeless

Don't bother to come to Harvard Sq this year. Comraderie is almost dead here. A bunch of out of towner drunks ruined it for everyone last summer, some junkies messed it up over the winter including a stabbing over some broad, and now all the hipsters and travelers are on speed so they aren't doing much to make the place nice again. Of course as always the kids who look scruffy bums but have rich parents get to squat wherever but if yer not in the mix most likely you'll get a ticket.

Its impossible when it rains now becuz every dry spot has been destroyed by the groups I last mentioned. And of course alot of kids seem to have places to go when it rains. If yer seriously houseless and are trying to live in Harvard and accomplish something its getting very inconvenient.

I find it strange that it took only one year for the old timers to get chased off and for every spot in Harvard to become ruined.

Starbucks just moved in right across from the MBTA station. In all my years of being gang stalked Starbucks is one of the main offenders for having staff actually in on the harassment with access to intel so they can work in detail to harass the TI. Every corporate store in the US for that matter has some.sort of remote influence affect whether positive or negative.

In Burlington VT I went into many restaraunts and shops where there were no cameras and no remote influence. Thus the presence of human gang stalkers was very high. The place was unbelievably saturated.

Rule of thumb: Less remote influence via tech/chemical controls = more human forces gang stalking perpetrators being used. Less human forces in use = more remote influence via tech/chemical controls. This formula has never failed me and looking back it was true in all my past experiences as well.

I believe that the mood here has been set so that alternative social scenes fail here this year especially. It took only one year to ruin all the priveledges that were open to people for decades...not coincidence. With assistance of course from many rats and informants and shithead trouble makers the cops let loose on this place knowing what the results will be. All engineered. Remember on every police force there are members who know about this system it seems.

And I have been swayed by my parents having met here lived here and my being born just down the road. I am so humanly attached to this place that I can't think reasonably. I know logically that Central Sq and Harvard Sq both have way too many cell phone repeaters as well as high up cameras monitoring large areas. I know damn well that I have always felt terrible effects in Au Bon Paine becuz of the cell repeaters on that building's rooftop. I know all this intellectually but remember that gang stalking is a three point system. A Target is attacked with massive assaults from human forces with extreme psychological warfare and then drugged/gassed/other forms of chemical warfare. Tech is used but the person might be able to fight this is not for the other two. That is its effectiveness.

Any one point of attack a person could cope with or overcome is impossible to due to the other two always in use as well.

Its a deadly formula for destroying a human being..strong smart human beings. Over time and without society's knowledge.

If the population decided to fight gangstalking and the system didn't give in and simply attacked all who resisted then one would see the effects of our society revolving into all out war.

The point of covert ops is to get things done working around the public.

I can understand now why I am being advised to leave the country if only temporarily.


Womens Center Cambridge MA

The Womens Center in Cambridge also opened by a Harvard associated person just like On The Rise is very targeted. I have experienced neighborhs around the building involved overtly.

Its mostly remote influence harassment there. But its very bad and one always feels monitored and interfaced. The only truly safe activity there is sleep.

For those of us with no other access to resources it's one of the only places to go so just keep this in mind when you frequent the place.


American Gets Crash Course In Paris Culture And Homelessness

I dont agree that she could not have made it here homeless. America is very big and it depends on where you go. Most homeless people either have a knife for protection or know how to make weapons quickly out of breaking a bottle etc. Train riders usually have...I forget what they are called: a big train lock inside their skank (hanky) which you then swing at attacker.

Women actually traditionally reach for weapons in an attack faster than males due to their instinctively knowing they cannot fight with muscle. Maybe Europe is just more used to poverty due to thousands of years of it.


Rome's Homeless Given Humanity With Guidebook

The fact I want to change the homeless system in America to be more like this, ad its probably Italian instinct or similar thinking is what gets me loathed in the USA. This is the sort of approach I have had and America hates it, well the non profit white collar criminals anyway.

(I can't link from my phone so please cut and paste address).

And this is the action of true Catholicism not that fake crap that is being pushed in those horrid ads or by that awful German pope Bush supports.

I am very grateful for this article.

At least some people understand that poverty should not be defined by anti intellectualism. The very idea that in the USA poverty especially homelessness is defined by ignorance, stupidity, sorrow, madness, filthy dirty unsanitary conditions and keeping the homeless down as human spirits is the most ridiculous thing in existence in the USA today. Its like Oliver the 21st century! Its the result of media blackout, info manipulation and a plethora of other illegal activity by the oppressive white collar criminal class/academics that run the homeless industry. People shouldn't be treated like prisoners becuz they are nomadic or in poverty.

2/21/11 Another History ReWrite

This used to be a fairly good reference website years ago for becoming an expat. I notice that they had alot of info that seemed genuine about other cultures and nations as if it were posted by real people who were genuine travelers.

At one point they had a piece posted that was genuinely critical of George W Bush administration- the whole problem that would make some one want to become an expat. That disappeared quick, I believe I caught it to post it as it was being hidden by a new webpage covering the old one, which I caught as cached I think before it went. As you can see the page is now nothing but a bs advertising board, and down the bottom in fine print it basically says that they cant be responsible for anything that is on thier sight from third parties anyway.

This re writing on the internet is a prime example of the constant re-writing that has gone on since this bs started during Bush. And trust me they are not only re writing history or doing away with anything that reminds us any of it really happened or any of it was actually real, but they have the ability to re write PEOPLE as well, which say, with me has been being done actively.

I am forgetting my story, I am forgetting that writing that story is my main agenda, my main purpose. That for days on end back to back I was suicidal due to what was done to me for YEARS on end and only the writing of this book, the idea that THIS was my main purpose to continue living, was what kept me alive.

So why now am I losing sight of my objective? Why am I falling deeper into complicity, into forgetting, drifting into not taking the past seriously or any of this seriously? Of being diverted in my main objectives?

Why does it also seem that a system of handling me has been perfected, everything from squelching upsetting emotions so that I am motivated to forget and move on to more pleasant things with the time I have left to live my life to feeling that no matter what choices I make- whether to stay here or travel again, there will be a network to handle me, to not only keep me safe but keep me hypnotized into moving farther and farther away from who I really am, and recapturing who I was supposed to be.

I cannot believe that I have become so complacent. But its not the TI's fault. If you watch Nick Begich's vids you will find him stating that there are MORE towers or tech in place now than compared to when Bush came into office.

I have thought of this before but of course instead of being able to write it, it 'slipped' my mind as usual.

Nick was saying what sounds like there is more tech present now making it harder fight, the 'agenda' via mass and targeted individual mind control.

This may also be why during Bush there was so much heavy organized stalking and harassment. This would fit in with my experience and theory of number on rule of thumb being anywhere that lacks saturation with tech controls, will inevitably have heavy organized stalking and harassment in person and visa versa. In fact, thats not a theory at this point its a tested fact of being targeted. What I just proposed is merely a theory- that perhaps now, its even harder than during Bush to 'fight' if you will due to the fact that more tech exists to control the populus. This may be why you find yourself yearning for the days of Bush. At least you could fight something you could see, and fight on overt oppressor.

There is something much worse, much more terrifying about floating off into oblivion, into some character daily shaped by hypnosis induced by tech, coerced into being one of the living dead on earth- than fighting an obvious tyranically dictator openly.

I now see that to hate such a person is a gift from the gods compared to the 'peace' brought to us by the Obama era. Hell was not the descent into it, hell is realizing you are finally there, and worst of all, no one is admitting its Hell. That, in itself, is the Hell.

When I was a little kid, there were these horrible 70's movies, all very satanic in nature but no one saw it, coming out of Hollywood. All very based on the same idea as Hotel California, which of course gives on the same feelings and sensations- its the same fantasy.

And so here we are: "We are programmed to receive/You can check out any time you like/But you can never leave"

There were many such movies like this. One starred the actress who played Mary Tyler Moores next door neighbor, the one with the daughter. She was on some island with other people and in the end they realized that they had died and this was Hell. Just existing on this island in that state, never able to escape.

To be sure I miss the firey tortures of the Bush era, and still being able to strike out at the overlords, still seeing non TI's protest their administration and retaining some sight of the world that one was being dragged from into the pit.

As now we exist soley in the pit, in Hell but we are told this is not the case. But what could be more destructive to human beings than NOT living? Which is what we have been reduced to.


Why Is There No Ecological Footprint For Houseless People?

Sent to Ecological Footprint generator web page:
"Can you or someone you know please make an Ecological Foot Print for the homeless, the traveler, the train hopper, the transient? We care too you know.

Most often I and others like me cant take the test properly due to not actually having our own homes. We sleep outside and squat or we hit shelters if stuck in winter, depending on the traveler I guess.
Also we must have a very low number as we either piggy back on what others are already using (hitchhiking, train hopping, squatting, shelters, even dumpster diving, second hand stores or free donations for clothing, ground scores for other needed items)
I wud like to know what my calculated use is. It would be very nice to have something positive to throw at people when they question our life styles!
Rachael O."
Lets see if we can get one made just for us!

Stanford Prison Experiment Can Teach Us About Manipulation in Shelters

"Prisoners were put into a situation purposely meant to cause disorientation, degradation, and depersonalization."..
.."Guards implemented a privilege system meant to break solidarity between prisoners and create distrust between them."

Just thought Id let you know that favoritism in shelters IS a mind control tactic of control over population. Another bit of evidence that shelters are used to control the homeless population.


Scheduling Homeless Travel by Holiday and Weather

I learned the hard way that you have to stick to a strict schedule traveling with the weather. I did not do this and I am in Boston.

What I did not do was plan accordingly as a homeless female under pressure and stress from being targeted. I now realize that houseless people's schedules must be considered carefully in planning AROUND the schedule of the 'normal' mainstream world. For instance, Sundays and holidays are actually the worst for us in this population as there is no place to go. The homeless field would do well to stop giving gifts and making party decorations and spend the money instead on being open on Xmas and other holidays in this hard time of year. Youd be surprised at how many supposedly homeless people have family to go to. Remember homeless people differ greatly in demographics and there is a large demographic of people who are temporarily homeless which is really what shelters are set up for. Many of them are also not trying to produce work like art or writing. They sit around and wait for their housing to come in. This is very different from chronically homeless persons for whatever reasons are not going to get housing.

There are many people who are supposedly homeless but magically if the weather is very bad or if holidays come around they disappear. They have people is the deal there. Either family or friends. For those of us with nothing but street family or people in the system or friends who cant host us (we wouldnt ask anyway) and the weather being bad there is no place to go. Hanging out in MIT on New Years Day is a nice thing to do as one can get work done even without libraries being open but its very depressing. And thats if yer lucky enough and smart enough to be in Cambridge. Outside of this area homelessness is much harder and there are no sympathetic parties or trickle down from wealthy people. In So Cal there are plenty of wealthy people but no trickle down at all. Becuz they have it set up that way.

What I now should keep in mind is that if one does not leave in Sept to start following the good weather then one should certainly leave during school intercession and vacation time. Sometime in Dec I believe. Leaving Dec 1st or so allows one to go to better weather or be on the road at a time where there is going to be nothing to do anyway in a college area and libraries will have inconvenient schedules and the weather is going to be bad so one cant get much done anyway.

NOW I am planning to leave which makes no sense as all the services I need to get work done are back in full swing. And spring is a few months away. It would have been much wiser to take myself and a computer or no computer even, away to someplace with better weather to wait out the holidays. Find something to do away from an area that basically shuts down for the homeless during holidays.

People dont realize that for many people living on the road without funds trying to accomplish something how different our needs are. And shelters barely assist us in our goals. They are set up as temporay solutions for people that are considered between residences. This society has not yet embraced the concept of travlers and other non residents as legitimate members of society.
We end up in the homeless shelter system but we do not belong there.

This is also another point for the organized stalking and harassment system as the framing up of TI's as mentally ill is much easier if they are homeless, housing is available and they are not actively seeking housing from the system. I at least can claim disgust with the legit housing system due to having my health ruined by living in a low income building while planning for college and trying to get my life together (without much help) and basically being ignored and then harassed when I took action. People understand this but still see me as not cooperating with the legit system.

No matter who I talk to people who work in shelters, even the Harvard students some of them anyway cannot shift to a concept of our population being legitamate. Most Targeted persons or persons fighting some other form of oppression are the homeless people who are chronically homeless that seem intelligent and are actively seeking intellectual development or seem 'normal' in many ways, even above average. Unfortunately there are TI's that have gone downhill health wise or mentally there are ways to tell evenutally you get comfortable with your own level of people. But being surrounded by the stupid, the lazy, the criminal, the drug or alchoholic, the severely mentally ill starts to wear the person down and even less is accomplished. You get more done by being around travelers and train hoppers due to their usually being intelligent and talented people and also being fully aware of the lacking in the system.

It seems very silly to want to leave now of all times just due to weather. And anywhere there is good weather during winter there is no panhandling and no computer access usually.

Its very hard to plan appropriately when one is in the system in bad weather. I learned my lesson too late also about certain drop ins here. I realized today how I have changed since arriving. In some ways I am closer now to actually dealing with the problems that put me in this predicament and less living in denial while traveling trying to sort things out. But I also have come to suffer from slowly becoming dependent on thier system. There is one drop in I go to and the place is really set up to foster dependence. Staff even act a certain way as well as treat clients a certain way I now realize is nothing short of mind control tactics to get people to keep coming there and to become lazy, inactive and dependent. Its great that it has so many services and that its open during bad weather but I learned the very hard way about getting stuck in a cycle of going there daily. Also once again this is due to staying here through the holidays.
If I had left during the time of no mainstream world activity then I would not have been so dependent on the homeless system locally. If I had planned to return on Feb 1st I would not only have avoided all the inactivity and lack of access to things I need for my work I would have avoided alot of emotional pain and suffering and that driving me to depend heavliy on the shelter system. I would have returned refreshed.

The problem is also that people in my position are working very hard in hopes of stopping the harassment or we are working so furiously in reaction to being under pressure from psychological warfare. We work far to hard with too little resources, dont eat right, dont sleep enough and dont take vacations. Its also due to the guilt that the system puts on us with psych warfare. We become prisoners to activism. There is usually simply nothing else for us at this point. Our old lives are competely gone, now just vague memories of years past that dont even seem real anymore (due to brainwashing from the gs system) and most of society has been marketed to that we are either mentally ill and 'crazy' or that if we are targeted its not something people want to get involved in. Many people also believe that the campaign is a portion of what it really is and cant understand why we dont get on with our lives.
There is nothing to counter all of these perceptions except our work. That is why DownCastMySoul can quite her blog but she should have left it up.


Squatting becoming more difficult in EU illustrates more of hte NWO becoming a reality

Squatting scene in Amsterdam has changed significantly

Why are the liberal dutch slowly becoming more conservative?
The answer given to this question is ignorant and stupid so I am not referencing it for that surely. Its that many Westerners are looking on (with fear due to many of us depending on EU as a place to run to) and noting that many places in Europe are becoming more like America. From Britain's raising the cost of college significantly to squatting becoming a crime in Holland. What is disturbing is that these are the things that make America suck and its the reason so many poor American's dream of running off to Europe to escape the USA. Its very often said by poor people in the Boston/Cambridge area.

To here of these things happening as well as the Muslims destroying or interfering with EU culture (which reminds us often of ghetto culture taking over or muscling its way into destroying what was left of OUR culture here in the states) one starts to feel a cold dread of the future. That the NWO is going to succeed in its aim of building a world wide prison for all people and now there is not going to be anywhere to run unless you have substantial money, an education and most of all the understanding of how to use those two afore mentioned assets to go somewhere that is not going to want to keep constant tabs on you nor only allow you to exist if your name is on everything all the time everywhere you go, wants to limit your mobility and basically only allow radicalism if its managable and approved of by the 'state'. Like making graffitti art OK and legal as long as its some sell out like Fairey who asks 'mother may I' ever time he wants to put up his artwork anywhere which of course ends up making the city into his art gallery instead of battling commercialism or changing public spaces. With that already stamped approval, the presence of such artwork makes a whole different impression upon seeing it than it would if some looney got up to hard to reach areas and put thier work up there.

I cannot believe people en mass cannot see that America is being torn up so they can force a form of Socialism on us and the EU is becoming more Americanized (puritanical, greedy, fascist). The problem with this introduction to socialism is that it comes along as just on of the many cars to roll through here, but the train started with BUSH. It started with fascism and anything unloaded off this train is deadly to America- the real true America and our freedoms as we knew them. Under the guise of anti terrorism America has been transformed into an absolute nightmare. This is due to many other factors that many Europeans arent familiar with.

A guy from Enlgand saw we have ads for psych meds on TV here or any drugs for that matter and was offended saying that EU did not do such things. If EU understood just what goes on here they would know why the direction they are taking is dangerous to human freedoms all around the world.

America has been slowly over many years into what it is today. Reagan years brought on alot of this change but we still did not take it seriously. Even with what we saw progressing during HW Bush we couldnt admit to it. Then when it came even closer, during Clinton's second term with 5 year mandatories and major cities being gentrified nation wide, rent control being pulled and people losing thier apartments to condos we still didnt want to believe it would get any worse. We figured like in decades past this will stop somewhere. Once the Man or the system gets a bit of control to take back from the 60's they will feel secure and everything will be in balance again.

The day that GW Bush did not become impeached as was the Will of the people due to the towers blowing up and then the following events of dramatic hysteria over who did what and what to do about it and the insanity of invading Iraq due to Alqueda and all of it....that was the day that we finally got hit with the reality that this was indeed happening. It was going to happen and finally it was. Many people like myself grew up with the 60's generation fighting back the tide of things like this so we figured there would always be a safeguard. This is why smart savvy people took thier lives over to France or left the country during Clinton. They knew what was going to happen. If I had been savvy I would have understood the dangers of an administration made up mostly of the same men that were with HW Bush during Nixon and Ford.

And I paid the price dearly for staying here and thinking it would never come to this. My life was destroyed and my health ruined and any chance of a future has been taken from me, and I will most likely never be able to get justice for myself.
America has become a place run by heavy handed white factions that share power with thier house slave populations to keep everyone down and I mean oppressed, heavily oppressed for what Americans are supposed to have a right to. Its done by very sneaky means and lots of covert activity and psychological warfare.

They are also covering thier asses by making those gentrified areas I mentioned seem like the new ideal, see what you get if you conform and work hard and become a YUPpie. And they make sure that minorities have thier way nowadays so they can cover for those groups doing intimidation on white middle class and even their own people as well as any other group that needs handling and silencing. Diversity is a cover up for making sure that race gets put firmly in place the way they want it so no one brings up class war which is exactly what they have used to cause these changes.

For many people America is now a place where we are expected to shut up and silently exist in the backround. If we dont like it we can either drop dead, get medicated for a disorder or be absorbed into ghetto culture or the diversity cult full of people that dont fit into YUPpie catagories or aspire to move up class wise to become a YUPpie which is nothing more than middle class to lower class people who have been made to feel so insecure they feel the need to move up in the world due to pressure, not true desire to excel, and of course you have the people who are going to gravitate to those levels anyway there to begin with. The YUPpie is a largely mid to late 70's invention and it was considered square and distasteful to middle to lower class whites at that time. I can still recall the early versions of thier pleated pants, the ones that would become so popular in the 1980's when YUPpie culture started to become a cancer in the USA. We never suspected that cities would fall so hard that YUPpies would be able to take them over. And I highly suspect that said cities were allowed to fall for that very motive.
Cause a problem solve a problem.
As far as I am concerned Ronald Reagan closed the institutions knowing that the severely mentally ill along with the introduction of crack cociane would destroy cities that of course were liberal towards homelessness and partying from the 70's. Interesting isnt it? First AIDS then crack then close down the institutions and let the crazies loose into the cities who become the homeless.

What better way to force normal decent people to not only flee cities but then demand a way to insulate themselves from such menaces to society. Oh and adding violent hip hop during the late 80's and early 90's was also brilliant as this will seal the deal on urban squalor and white flight. Then of course the tables turn and they have all they need to come back with bulldozers and start putting down tougher drug laws, criminalize homelessness and rebuild the cities for YUPpies or progressive black youth only. In the end they blame the whole getting out of hand on 70's welfare programs and viola! Their agenda is fullfilled and any blacks that DO get ahead are completely controllable, the ones that seem like they arent are probably working for the more unsavory elements of society like dirty tricks dept's or CIA that cause chaos to get agendas pushed through- becuz I know one thing from experience in the USA: if anyone or anything is truly a threat and cant be controlled it will either cease to exist or be neutralized by the system until its no longer a threat. There is no such thing as an independant force in the USA. EVERYTHING is controlled.

The problem with today is that the humaness has been taken out of life here. Its so anti human its unimaginable as well as being 'human' is hardly even understood as an important part of life in the USA. The only thing that remains is that good heartedness that Americans were famous for in other countries around the world many decades ago. That still exists here and its probably one of the only things that has carried me through this living here and traveling across the USA. THAT true Americaness. Thats whats helped me survive. But unfortunately there are many many people in the US right now of varying ages and races that are into the anti-human, fascist agenda. Its scary. And its like watching They Live or Invasion of the Body Snatchers. Thats EXACTLY what its like. This is when TI's start to break down and consider for a fleeting moment if all the conspiracy theorists out there who are claiming that these factions are aliens which is why anti humanness comes so easy for them, if that isnt really what the problem is. One starts to wonder if that isnt simply what is wrong here.

But we have to remember that COINTELPRO existed and I have seen those tapes of what COINTELPRO perps looked like and sounded like. They are exactly what gang stalking perps are like. Total tools of the system with a hatred of black activists, saying things like "These people dont know how to act" when its a brother speaking against activist brothers. And how exactly should they be acting? What did the state do to you to get you so compliant?

It all comes down in the end to mind control. No one wants to deal with that reality. The USA has not been infiltrated by aliens, its been taken over by mind control slowly over many decades and during Bush some sort of ultimate, mostly unbeatable system of mind control via tech as been firmly put into place that makes it unlikely that the people wont follow along nicely now with any and all agendas.

Its interesting that the war on terror due to outside terrorist action against the USA has somehow validated a domestic war of terror against the American public. We refuse to see that as well or admit to it. All many of us are doing now is going along with everything beaten down or many people are following suit by identifying with the aggressor. Make the MAN proud! By also becoming a bully, Satanic in action and a fascist spy.

To think that this is also happening in other countries is so frightening. Right before our eyes the whole world is going to become just what the NWO wants it to be. And unless you have education, money and know how to go to some underdeveloped country to help thier economy grow you or you cant hold your own here due to not being part of or refusing to join one of the demographics I mentioned that are being favored and smiled upon due to thier helping to achieve the agenda, unless you have those means you...I, and people like me are going to continue to become more and more marginalized economically as well as culturally in the USA while no longer seeing EU as a promised land for artists, squatters or others who yearn to breath free. That used to be part of America's schtick but for those of us who are alternative or artistic or just plain dont fit in here anymore since the early 90's, that is our dream of EU.

And how disheartening for us to see the EU caving in to pressure.

So thier whole game is to once again make everything equal. Thier obsession with equality is an obsession with having everything the same so it can be better controlled. That is all a NWO is for. One world govt? Its not the one world govt that we have a problem with. That is just a symptom of the underlying problem.

When people like me speak of being mortally (and spiritually for some reason) in fear of the NWO its not the one world govt concept that is the problem Its the way its being done and due to people like myself seeing from afar as well as first hand how sick those means are, the concern stems from the dishonestly, manipulation and the use of extremely violent solutions like facism or mind control systems to get such results.

In other words if it was such a great dream and if it was so beneficial then why do the powers that be have to do so by such abusive, illegal, inhuman and sneaky means? If forming one world govt is so wonderful why is it the powers behind such an ideal seem to be the most corrupt and evil known to man? This is why its so important to discredit people like me. If the masses were to understand that behind this becoming a reality, the methods used to NOT reflect the altrustic ideals of its builders or its supporters.

It cannot be all that great for mankind if in fact it has had to be pulled off through mind control and coercion and alot of dishonesty and secrecy. Why cant such a plan be pulled off through cooperation or good will?

The attitude is that those things have been proven not to work, and that is the starting point of thier scam. That these methods are so savage that they will cancel out any savageness in man that prevents such an ideal dream from becoming a reality. People now want a system that works not a system that is humane.

However what we are not asking is why is being anti human so necessary? Why is it necessary to transform so many people into this way of thinking?
Also why must mind control en masse be used as well as other methods of coercion if not mind control through method such as covert activities?
The public are missing out on one important factor- the use of mass mind control as well as the oppression of specific groups and demographics and targeting of specific individuals to make thier vision a reality. IF their idea and thier ideals are so much of what they claim why must such deception be used? Mankind is only corrupt due to the same factions that are behind this corrupting his world constantly. Perhaps the idea is that if the saving of the world is made evil and violent then it will be popular with the people and 'sell' as well as sex, violence, bread and circuses ever have historically.

What bothers me is this idea of equality for all. Its not equality its sameness. First corporations made products that were the 'same'. Then they started forming a work culture and then they came in and hijacked our culture in the 90's or so with corporate sameness spreading like a disease across the USA.
Now it seems that this is being applied to human lives. And there exists mind control technologies and methods that make this a reality.

And life being no fun is not an acceptable method for change. That is the biggest complaint is life being sapped of everything that made it interesting or free or speical or even destroying people with such qualities. Why is that necessary?


Guardian: Paradox of American Poverty

This is untrue for all 'poor Americans'. The author is focusing only on the poor as centralized in ghettos or poor neighborhoods. Once again people are missing an entire demographic of poor Americans that travel seasonally staying either in shelters, sleeping outside (urban camping etc) or staying on the road as Rainbow family or the like or just 'traveling kids', which can also be refered to as 'travelers' in general but one must distinguish on is referring to a poor, neo-hobo type of traveler. Usually a mix of metal head, punk and hippy as well as hobo influences. These people are usually intelligent, interesting, creative or very drunk at least most of the time.. most of all they are tribal, self sufficient and function as a unit much better than other kinds of 'poor people' who live in ghettos, grottos etc or stay in shelters.

Alot of these people have either been to EU or would like very much to escape to a foreign country. Especially now as the country has gone from a beat down by Bush and all that mess right into an economic mess making any healing from the past administration almost impossible.

Travelers are people who know how to take advantage of what American freedoms are left and live off the land or travelers resources in a time of great strife nationally. They always have and they always will. If anyone has told me stories about how to catch a freighter out of here to Europe, its this crowd.

Its like we dont exist. There are plenty of poor people who live on the fringes out of necessity but dont feel badly becuz most AMERICANS dont understand us either. They actually believe in America that if you are happy while being without a home and poor that you are doing so by choice. Americans naturally percieve poverty as a state of strife as well as secretly something that one should be penalized for. This is why America is not surviving this very well.

In New England our ways of preserving what we have or being frugal naturally make us more resilient. Certain areas have ways of surviving poverty as they have always done so.
One example of why America fails at hard times is my visit to Cali. In southern California they still do insane things like use water spraying machines to wash the sides of buildings as they seem obsessed with making everything look clean...too clean. They build outrageous things that either are totally not utilitarian or wouldnt survive an earthquake anyway. Parts of America like this are stuck in the 60's and 80's when people could afford such overboard luxuries. They live that way naturally by their culture. Then they complain the state is broke. To a New Englander they were stupid in the first place by not placing thier original wealth wisely. Its all private money out there anyway so no one cares- if you cant survive you just leave or suffer badly in poverty.

There isnt even a test for us to have our environmental footprint measured as travelers who piggyback on alot of services already in place like sharing rides or eating leftovers or sleeping outside or in places where many people will use utilities meant for one person etc. Becuz no one wants to acknowledge that there is a sensible alternative to being poor in the USA.

That is why the grotto people she speaks of would never consider leaving the USA. They are stuck in that mentality here and they know the culture. I dont think many French poor would just agree to trot over here either. I wonder if the culture exchange would be worth it. France may have poor people but culturally they may be richer than even well to do Americans.

Its sad that many TI's are now being destroyed further by these new set of problems in society that makes it hard for them to get back up again.But if you know this system you know that is why the campaigns were started in 2003 and that is probably why anyone who was looking ahead took bribes, payoffs or sold other out becuz people looking ahead probalby saw that hard times were coming and get all you can get to survive them. TI's are people who got hit during Bush and circumstances now guarantee thier total destruction and the ultimate ruination of thier lives. Its engineered that way, it was planned ahead. The system knew that knocking people down who had no way out during Bush would ensure they did not get up again during this mess.

Emotionally TI's could not possibly recover with the fascism that is still in place. And the same Targets cannot recover financially but emotionally due to how the culture is reflecting how bad the economy is.

Many TI's were so wounded and abused during Bush that there is no recovery from that and if there was we are not going to get it in this current state of affairs. More people who are not targeted are taking up space in shelters- not just whistle blowers and other kinds of TI's as well as yer other demographics of 'homeless' people.

The system knows that. They know that this phase will only destroy a TI emotionally and mentally even moreso. That is why so many Targets claim thier campaigns became 24/7 in 2003. When the people responsible for this kind of action do indeed put thier plans into action, they do not f*ck around or leave results to chance.

Many Americans in this position desperately want to live somewhere else, perhaps somewhere more adult that understand standing up to a govt or corruption can land one in these circumstances, so not to judge by appearance alone as Americans naively do.

Its no surprise that Indian women give me money while panhandling much more easily than westerners do. You can tell they know a woman is out on the street due to corruption. With Eve Teasing as bad as it is in thier culture, they know what women are put through realistically by those in power.
Americans turn a blind eye to such age old realities due to wanting to believe they can control and fix all problems. If anyone should be assisted while homeless its women. Yet more shelters are for men and more shelters that allow freedom of daily movement are for me. Womens shelters focus on pushing housing as well as having women stay in or come in earlier. Many women like myself cannot adhere to such a schedule and get things done nor can we stand most homeless women who are either in there for housing only or to get thier kids back.

Many women I have talked to want to leave. The question is not if we can get there, the question usually is if things dont work out or we cant survive in a particular culture, how the hell would be get back? As well as would we be protected as foreigners considering many of us are poor, female, no families and usually ignorant of language or foreign culture itself.

If you google 'poor americans leaving usa' or 'poor americans emigrating to europe' nothing comes up with those exact phrases. Its as if the concept does not exist. The reason is that America does not want its poor to leave. It keeps people here and it controls its poor so tightly nowadays that they are often treated like prisoners. I just an hour ago walked out of Catholic Charities in Somerville due to being thrown out after stating that they were a private company that gets govt funding and they mistreat us as children or prisoners, after calling staff on screw up.
Where is someone like me to go except to follow good weather so I have an alternative when the staff mess with me and I usually leave?

My only thought is to try the traveler/squatting lifestyle in Europe where over here its said its more of an acceptable lifestyle. But how to know that is true enough to just go over there empty handed? I know any money I get here is worth almost half as much there. Well...can I pan handle in EU? Or as a foreigner could I survive better or worse?

These are things many poor Americans are sincerely considering.

Again the continued con job that started during Bush wants to blame just the economy. Americans have survived many hard times and did not leave the country. There has to be something else going on..and there is. What started with Bush has made being poor in America almost like being in prison and its not getting any better. I mean really poor with no family or anything to lean on. Its a sneaky part of behavior modification and that goes specifically for TI's. If held off from economic growth or treated so badly as a poor person maybe the TI will move on and focus on getting a job and survival instead of whistle blowing on what happened during Bush that was so brutal to knock us down to begin with, which is kind of the same intimidation towards the entire nation in the same way. You cant focus on Bush when you have to focus on survival now.

Its a con job. So that means TI's have to suffer through yet another administration to get their stories out becuz giving in to mind games is not the way to get justice for ourselves. Some people may see it as lazy or giving up with this 'why dont you move on?' attitude. Why? becuz the system wants me to so that means its what I SHOULD NOT do in the interest of ultimately doing what is right which is to expose what went on during Bush.

If that means moving abroad to write a book more easily then that is what I should do. If I can be left alone more often and hassled less in EU trying to squat and write then that is where I should go. Charles Schlund stated that if you are targeted in the US, the use of tech to torture is less outside the states. I dont know how true that is for every Target.

These are just the circumstances they need to have TI's in behavior mod programs leave behind thier old lives permanently and become 'new people' as is pushed so hard. I personally am not going to fall for it becuz I find it amusing that a woman this poor, a supposed nobody with nothing, could be given such a hard time over a book that supposedly no one will pay attention to anyway. The money that is put forth to ensure my silence is much more than it would ever cost to house me or feed me in a year...and one must as what is the source of that money. If its govt money at any level then there is yer problem right there with what is wrong with America. If its private or corporate the same applies but then one must really ask why waste so much to silence someone who supposedly is meaningless?

That leads me to believe that I as well as other TI's must fight through any circumstance in any country or culture to accomplish whatever it is that this system seeks to block so readily wherever we go.

I have thought of approaching the overseas option by going to embassy or consulate here and asking if any programs exist for the poor to go overseas. Many Americans like myself are very ignorant of the way the world works or how to go about such things. This is done from the time we are young. There is no class in public school that encourages my class of people to think about international travel at least when I was young. In fact, history teachers used to lie to us to keep us ignorant. I will never forget the teacher who told me that no one knew what occured before Christian history in say, ancient pagan European countries at the same times as the ancient classical cultures we were studying, more frightening is that he may have been that stupid and was honest in his answer!

True historically we have always been the takers of immigrants not other way round but people have been leaving since Clinton and I think now that I see why and wish I had as well.

But for some of us these are the front lines and leaving now would be like leaving unfinished business. Its exciting to think that, if we did accomplish our goals like an expose against such odds and oppression, that it could be the ultimate stab in the eyes of this dragon at such close range, as to finally get a blow in that will do some real damage instead of just infuriating the beast moreso into oppressing us more.

There is a cultural shift that disgusts most real Americans right now. Only evil Americans or people who are totally ignorant as to what is really going on or those who feel helpless to take action are allright with being here now. Many people who are fine financially want out as well due to how disgusting this country has become to any true, real American citizen who represents what was fine and good about our culture. Its not just economically driven.

I read these sights about how to leave and it makes my eyes well up. No one should have to flee thier homeland under such duress and circumstances, especially when no one is admitting that it is an exodus of sorts to escape oppression. NO ONE is really presenting it that way but that is exactly what it is.