On The Rise..the women are talking about race again. I finally said something and of course got singled out. One of the women is obsessed with race. It has to enter into every conversation. She can't stand me becuz I know what the game is and also becuz some jealous old white trash at St Patricks whispered in her ear.
Its laughable how she is talking about bullies at Duley House and how wrong it is. Yet she had no problems fraternizing with the In crowd when she was at St Patricks where a few of them were overtly nasty to other shelter clients. Staff does nothing.
Her problem is she is a social creature completely. She believes what the crowd tells her and can't stand me becuz of what the crowd tells her and also becuz I am a loner. Like everyone else she thinks I am stupid and whatever other smear campaign.
The bullies at Duley house sound like they are overt and individualistic. So of course this gets noticed by her yet when a social group bullies someone she's too blinded or weak to realize or do anything about it.
The conversations in here are typical female stupidity unless truly educated people are here both clients and staff. And don't confuse a good education with people going to school or back to school for purely vocational purposes.
I see those in here and education has done nothing for their thought processes. It hasn't taught them.to think outside of PC or modern trends or out of their percived ghetto or street youths.
I become very amused considering who my family is on both sides while listening to the way they talk to me and how they percieve me.
Also they are full of shit becuz one advocate in front of a few other advocates agreed that many people are triggered by anyone talking about gang stalking. Triggered by that content. I wonder if it was a polite way of saying schizophrenics are are triggered by such content.
I have to remember these are people just like any other. Yet a few advocates have said they believe things like that go on. This lesbian woman who was here as staff agreed with me at one time in the beginning of my coming here that things like this do exist.
Yet some time later she made an alarming comment about my trauma. I mentioned something about the effects I was feeling lately and she said while slightly sighing "Well, extreme trauma will do that". It wasn't sympathetic at all.
It was almost like a joke.
Wtf is wrong with people? Thats why I don't trust this place nor do I respect them alot anymore. Their attitudes are somewhat weak in the face of great oppression and they seem to be ingenuine in supporting Targeted persons. What, exactly is their position? Do they believe black ops exist and whistleblowsrs are targeted or do they pacify and humor claimants but withold the fact they believe TIs are delusional, mentally ill or attention seeking?
Its as if the supporting or mediating for the status quo is their mission pertaining to Targets.
They are wonderful for homeless women but for Ritual Abuse Survivors that are being targeted or any currently Targeted Individual they seem to lose all sensitivity to the issue of dealing with torture victims or they flip flop in their validation of the person's claims.
If a person like Christine beating them down constantly with conspiracy theories makes them lose faith or support then why are they not educated about TIs that fall into information hoarding and conspiracy theory as part of the effects of being traumatized so OR the fact that disinfo agents and operatives regularly do such things as part of gang stalking as a system?
If they believe in it and support TIs or RA/mind control survivors then why are they not familiar with everything that comes along with it?
It might be that they are being taught to believe in Recovered Memory Syndrome by the psychiatric and psychological establishment.
What's so interesting is that if they don't believe in it then why do they play so many games with Survivors to help handle them or silence them?
I think RA and mind control are still subjects that are not understood nor accepted in this society. People are afraid of this subject matter or they fear the perps' power of intimidation and control so severely that they help the system hide Survivors and the oppression they face daily.
I think also that there is no common experience - no point of reference for such torture, mistreatment and spiritual torture.
This further isolates Targeted Survivors from society which is not good for our healing or progression out of the mazes created by programming or gang stalking.
Unfortunately Ritually Abused persons or programmed people are trained to take an inhuman amount of abuse and are used to being hated and misunderstood. Keeping silent about being angry or being hurt is the way you are raised..its a normal part of living in mind control families.
Normal people further oppress and cause the Survivor to be subservient to them by treating Survivors this way and denying them their realities and processes. The entire society does this along with the To having to be targeted.
The Targeted Survivor does what they know best- they fall back into old programs and destroy themselves. Hate, helplessness, food addiction or whatever can be done to cope.