(Adding comment 12/5/2014-
This was written right out of the hospital next day after being treated for chest pain and labored breathing. Turned out to be stomach related. The condition described below did in fact clear up after a hospital visit.
It was irresponsible of me, perhaps in my state of illness, to not consider that no matter what Ive experienced at the HSHS from people who havent had the best intentions there are always people how are there because they genuinely want to help the homeless and work with this population. Also, its been improving since the years of Bush. This year has been especially bright, with no real troublemakers for guests and staff seeming genuine. Ive sensed some ill will at times but nothing compared to what it was years ago and its not overt anymore. I dont think they would dare.
The water creating such an effect could be from many different sources. It could be anything from old, bad pipes to what I mentioned about water and food in Cambridge seeming to create a controlling if not psychedelic effect on citizens generally (as compared to what I feel is a normal state coming off the road from traveling) and that includes stuff from stores and restaurants. It could be something just in the water or even rain water. Then again with my experiences which I mentioned the homeless being drugged through foods, its natural for me to be distrustful especially due to the fact that in my case being rooted in MK Ultra, its Harvard Im dealing with and that is scary even though I dont think about it.
Harvard is a place where you can sense the good at work alongside the extreme corruption and abuse of power. Thats why its special.
I know what I experienced. But its normal in the life of a TI. Especially someone who's health is delicate now due to mishaps being on the run from this system causing permanent damage.
However I am still a homeless woman who's home base is Harvard Sq Cambridge. For how long I dont know considering the gentrification. I and others still need the HSHS to exist and for people to volunteer. I learned a valuable lesson about the power of my words.
Speaking only from fear and anger has effects one doesnt consider in those states.
I learned this in ME this summer-the value of women's daytime drop in centers. ME has a huge domestic abuse problem and hardly any safe houses like we have in MA. I learned the outside environment to a targeted person cab be abusive, with no privacy at all. I realized that being inside one of these is safer and provides all female companionship even if they have other issues.Like being in on gang stalking which most are nowadays. )
When drinking the water at the Harvard Square Homeless shelter I notice afterwards I experience a slight hallucinatory state..something akin to an altering of the mind and it seems to accumulate over time causing a degeneration in the mental state. Also jerking of the limbs when laying down or sleeping, including uncontrollable surprise jerks of the head/neck even the entire body.
It seems like the water from Cambridge generally gives this reaction but last night after getting out of the ER in a Boston area hospital (inside a healthy maintained environment for hours, food, air, juice and water all hospital quality) i noticed my degenerating health and mental state improve. I could once again reason and felt solid in my faculties even my body.
The strange effect gotten from Cambridge includes a bizarre experience where i feel as if I am being pushed around by celestial 'winds' and al ot of this originates from the mind yet it effects the body by forcing uncontrollable movements. It also feels like one's thoughts are being swirled around by internal winds. One cant keep a thought or focus or stay with one thought or decision.
I would dare to say that it feels as if one is effected by electromagnetic fields with no control. Yet theres definitely a delivery of some chemical influence into the body to make this possible.
The jerking of my limbs and even my head in the past ive experienced this and it was theorized to be either rat poison (in my apartment in Brighton early 2000's) or a side effect of anti psychotics which i experienced being put into homeless shelter food in a small city in CT circa 2008.
Drugging the free hand out food to the Homeless isnt uncommon. (Nothing is free right?)
A woman's daytime drop in in San Diego seems to drug the homeless women with some substance that makes one uncontrollably sleepy and sluggish after lunch probably to keep them off the streets of the privately owned Gas Lamp district during peak daytime hours.
Drugging people to keep them asleep is way less dangerous than long term damaging psyche meds or poisons probably to continue the degeneration of a certain population's mental and physical state. Smart talented homeless people are drawn to Harvard University area but usually in a mind controlled or already degenerated state.
Ive experienced Cambridge especially Harvard area putting out what seemed like varying forms of bio or chemical warfare into the environment since last year.
DONT DRINK THE WATER OR LEMONADE PUT OUT TO DRINK AT HARVARD SQUARE HOMELESS SHELTER. If necessary drink tap water from the bathrooms but preferably bottled spring water is best choice.
All the food and water around Cambridge seems to be dosed somehow even the food YUPpies and students eat.
Generally its to calm the population and make them controllable or passive. I EXPERIENCE THIS EVERY TIME I COME INTO THE AREA FROM TRAVELING THE USA. I notice distinctly the effect from foods in Cambridge
MA and slowly over time it effects me.
Take into consideration that i usually only stay in the area for a few months, anywhere from 3-5 every summer.
I have never stayed in this area this long. Ive been here since October 2013. Also my first winter outside in this area.
The food and water I mentioned being for the homeless specifically isnt to implement control-its purpose clearly is to kill, degenerate, destroy and discredit anyone who requires it from those in power.
And u just voted in a governor whos father worked for Reagan and Nixon.
When is MA going to emerge from its little bubble and realize the 21st century's beginnings in the midst of a right under our noses militarized police state CONSISTS OF BLACK OPS TYPE COVERT WAR?
Theres always been elements of it. Nixon flew in pot to 'keep the students quiet' (one of my family members knew a pilot somehow supposedly).
There used to be a little less greed and a bit more decency or humanity.
All bets are off now and realize we exist in a reality where these bastards have no humanity for anyone's but their own agenda.
The monsters of the MIC have been spoiled by endless wars and the Patriot Act etc has allowed all different varieties of monsters to do or get away with whatever they like.
Joseph Mengala'a photo makes him seem a likable, amiable guy compared to who we are dealing with today.
War crimes are now well hidden, secretly pulls off and undetectable to the average untrained or inexperienced eye.
Cambridge is totally capable of this and the technologies and scientific ability exists.
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