http://www.assistnews.net/Stories/2011/s11100022.htm
I gave them my name and location. Fifteen minutes later Ive got some scarce yet obvious gang stalking going on. Maybe it was other sources doing the informing.
The phone lady insisted on calling me Renee after specifically asking my name.
There are some good people who work and toil for this organization. Yet its the problems with these kinds of.places that get written about by people like me.
Usually its immediate staff, thier pet clients or simply some of the clients. The clients at this shelter however have usually been pretty mellow and mind their own business.
Lets make sure it stays mellow with no weird things happening.
Mind you ABQ is where in front of the Rescue Mission, thats where I was leaked the information that whoever is doing this wants to keep me on the run with harassment.
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10/11/11
10/6/11
Hitchiking On Vagablogging
Ok something that ISNT negative about my situation, experiences or the social constructs of the NWO:
http://www.vagablogging.net/the-complete-guide-to-hitchhiking.html
Being a Target you will have to, of course, apply special limitations and cautions on your travel activities...just adapt them to your specific situation.
It has given me personally an understanding of how much money is flowing around out there daily and why its so much bullsh*t that I need be targeted and living in destitute poverty.
Seeing those big rigs haul all that product around the country in such large quantities and seeing so much land open and empty in places like the west and south west makes it clear just how much the situation in big cities as well as with TIs is nothing but enslavement by the powers that be.
This is why its so important to keep up a constant smear campaign as well as psychological warfare on the Target, so that society and they themselves believe they deserve this predicament; that its necessary when in fact there is more than enough money and space for everyone.
They dont want anyone to know that without such covert activities, Capitalism wouldnt work and perhaps empires could not exist.
http://www.vagablogging.net/the-complete-guide-to-hitchhiking.html
Being a Target you will have to, of course, apply special limitations and cautions on your travel activities...just adapt them to your specific situation.
It has given me personally an understanding of how much money is flowing around out there daily and why its so much bullsh*t that I need be targeted and living in destitute poverty.
Seeing those big rigs haul all that product around the country in such large quantities and seeing so much land open and empty in places like the west and south west makes it clear just how much the situation in big cities as well as with TIs is nothing but enslavement by the powers that be.
This is why its so important to keep up a constant smear campaign as well as psychological warfare on the Target, so that society and they themselves believe they deserve this predicament; that its necessary when in fact there is more than enough money and space for everyone.
They dont want anyone to know that without such covert activities, Capitalism wouldnt work and perhaps empires could not exist.
10/5/11
Rule of thumb with Berkeley CA is when the students get back- get the hell out of there. I havent tried arriving early like May, perhaps I should. It starts to get cold about now, like suddenly and it rains. If you are from the northeastern USA generally Cali weather that has any breeze or cold to it at all will make you feel chillled and begin to weaken you. There is something about the cold in the northeast, its crisper in the fall and it gets.cold more slowly. By winter many of us can walk around in a tshirt in the snow. There's somethng insulating about the snow, I dont know what it is. Also the contrast between true cold, inside heaters especially the healthier old fashoined metal steam or water heaters that dry the air out. Hot showers, ending in cold water so u dont get sick- all this seems to have a stimulating effect. Also the northeast is geared to remain a happy productive place through the seasons. Berkeley gets depressing and the people seem so as well when it turns cold. Its not really built for inclimate weather. If you wear flip.flops in the rain around Berkeley you are taking your life in your hands for a possible slip and fall.
If you have money this area seems really tolerant and politically aware. But the students make it difficult. One gets tired of looking at good looking young people whos whole lives are ahead of them and the UC students are not Ivy League, lets put it that way. They dont just ignore you and mind their own business like at Harvard. They are quite insecure and also seem offended by the very idea of people asking them for money.
The population here has this general guilt or pity for people like me, which we all should know by now is one of the deadliest emotions in existence.for oppressed people trying to keep.thier confidence up.
And many of the older affluent hippie types seem to turn their noses up most of all. Its all done in a very horrid upper middle sort of way. New money....something.
It might just be TIs or specific ones, like maybe they know who I am, i never know right? Due to being gas lighted.
There are cool black travelers that come through so thats not an issue. There are cool homeless in Berkeley who are ethnic. There are nice housed people like this as well, but there are also some.of the most uppity blacks I have encountered anywhere in the US in Berkeley also. And if rhey are ghetto the men are waaayyy to forward, upfront and domineering without any kind of fear of consequence. Its not the northeast. The whites are not tough ethnic types with strong Euro roots and gangs etc. Often these men mean well but its disrespectful to a northeasterner. The women are fine usually other than a strange pre occupation with race it seems. North Cali, especially Berkeley is in many ways stuck in what seems like the 1970s in Boston as far as race issues. Its kinda bizarre sometimes but at least we can understand a bit about where they are coming from.
I ran errands in a placw called Emeryville where all the blacks I met and interacted with were very nice. It felt like a place youd want to move to. They simply treated me as a human being, no tension and bs.
Telegraph is always safe, it feels like that as a traveler. But it can suck you in and it feels like it begins to stunt growth. The effect is that as a northeasterner you begin to lose force- focus. You put the gloves down too often, you get what we consider lazy.
Whites have no fight here, no Blarney, no swagger. You dont need it to survive here...and for a TI that can mean death as an activist.
You wont starve to death, you have showers morning and night, and can squat in a large variety of places.
If you have money this area seems really tolerant and politically aware. But the students make it difficult. One gets tired of looking at good looking young people whos whole lives are ahead of them and the UC students are not Ivy League, lets put it that way. They dont just ignore you and mind their own business like at Harvard. They are quite insecure and also seem offended by the very idea of people asking them for money.
The population here has this general guilt or pity for people like me, which we all should know by now is one of the deadliest emotions in existence.for oppressed people trying to keep.thier confidence up.
And many of the older affluent hippie types seem to turn their noses up most of all. Its all done in a very horrid upper middle sort of way. New money....something.
It might just be TIs or specific ones, like maybe they know who I am, i never know right? Due to being gas lighted.
There are cool black travelers that come through so thats not an issue. There are cool homeless in Berkeley who are ethnic. There are nice housed people like this as well, but there are also some.of the most uppity blacks I have encountered anywhere in the US in Berkeley also. And if rhey are ghetto the men are waaayyy to forward, upfront and domineering without any kind of fear of consequence. Its not the northeast. The whites are not tough ethnic types with strong Euro roots and gangs etc. Often these men mean well but its disrespectful to a northeasterner. The women are fine usually other than a strange pre occupation with race it seems. North Cali, especially Berkeley is in many ways stuck in what seems like the 1970s in Boston as far as race issues. Its kinda bizarre sometimes but at least we can understand a bit about where they are coming from.
I ran errands in a placw called Emeryville where all the blacks I met and interacted with were very nice. It felt like a place youd want to move to. They simply treated me as a human being, no tension and bs.
Telegraph is always safe, it feels like that as a traveler. But it can suck you in and it feels like it begins to stunt growth. The effect is that as a northeasterner you begin to lose force- focus. You put the gloves down too often, you get what we consider lazy.
Whites have no fight here, no Blarney, no swagger. You dont need it to survive here...and for a TI that can mean death as an activist.
You wont starve to death, you have showers morning and night, and can squat in a large variety of places.
Homeless Population and Culture As A Holding Area For Victims Of CrimesCrimes
One major reason for driving whistle blowers and victim witnesses into the homeless life and population is to ensure they are kept down by the poor trearment and vilification the homeless population recieve.
It should strike people as an odd coincidence that the sex industry is kept shrouded in mystery, the public seems ignorant of how it works and workers are constantly vilified in an ongoing effort to create a place where lots of other activities can take place unseen by the public and without public scrutiny. Covert ops, black projects, mind control slavery which is connected of course to sex work, drug running, money laundering and spying activities such as honey pots, entrapments, material for black mail to control key people and couriers of information where before advanced technology used the human brain in very sophisticated ways for taking in information and regurgitating it.
Human experimentation obviously as this has even been documented to be admitted by the CIA themselves that prostitutes are a popular guinea pig as they are people who cant fight back or get revenge as they are shunned by society and have no power to begin with. What they omitted is that there is a high probability that many of those sex workers who seem randomly screwed over simly becuz they are powerless or whatever else ,are indeed mind controlled slaves. The time and effort put into such people since childhood makes them of value for life as far as exploitation goes, though it seems that many who are not deemed usable(or controllable) in the long run are expendable, which is what suicide programming is all about.
As well the homeless culture is alo kept shrouded kn myatery and especially recently, coincidentally after the system came after so mamy Survivors during Bush and srill its going on, The Homeless are freely villified, hated, set on fire in theor sleep and scape goated for being responsible for gentrified YUPpy areas not looking as sterile and pwefect as they shoukd by desing.
This is all coordinated as far as I am concerned. It makes sense and its quite logical.
Always remeber that rhose of us born into this know all too well that control is the constant factor. They contrl you when you arw usable and of value and they need to control you when you wake up ans naturally want to grow. Destroying your mind and beating you don into the homeless population is simply a way of controlling theSurvivor in an extreme way, just as extreme as when you are fully still under mind control whn younger, excpet this time the Survivor is aware of what is transpiring.
I have noted over the years that this system is obsessed with crearing holding areas or patterns for Targeted Individuals and Survivors of mind control.
You get targeted and taken right from leaving the sex industry into destitute homelessless. Does anyone see how ridiculously convenient this is for a society that is hiding alot kf crimes and foul play?
No matter how much activism I do it will never have been enough to save my own life or future. It isnt being done fast enough. Places like Cambridge MA and Berkeley CA are so targeted at this point that one can hardly get anything relevant done. While in Cambridge I was interfaced and targeted so consistently that I couldn't even think straight much less keep focus. I wasn't even myself anymore, that is how bad this is now.
I notice in Berkeley where its less all pervasive and one can keep focus to a point there arent the services there are in Cambridge MA. I dont have access to a computer for hours a day.
So even if people are provided the resources they need to do activism or whistle blow, if you simply target these people or the resource centers or the resource center computers are tweeked, they wont be able to utilize those outlets of free speech anyway.
This and other things going are what is behind or included in Bush's sentiment that the US Constitution is just a piece of paper. In fact he is ultimately correct, it is just that. Its like a promisery note with nothing of value to back it up. Its a bluff at the table, if human power and effort are not present to enforce it...or are not allowed to enforce it by sneaky, underhanded means like using these technologies.
The anger towards people like Bush has always seemed to me useless. They dont do anything different than any other con man, criminal, politician or big businessman. They happen to be extremely good at it and overt about pulling it off, almost as entertainment. If one digs deeper, you'll note they are representing special interests. You can blame Bush all you want but there are people who exist that require the actions he and his son have taken.
Look at it as they play the games so well people cant keep up. The public who are angered or disappointed by these types of actions are considered by others to simply not be able to cut it in the type of cut throat business that makes the most monies. You can keep calling them The Bush Crime family but without proof or a serious taking on of the issue instead of just talking about it, they and the people they represent will remain legitimized.
Its all trickery. Once you understand how the tricks work, you wont be so angry or take it personally. Think of yourselves as easily deceived by tricksters, not oppressed by ultimate power thats absolute or written in stone.
All the fear mongering and other tacics get the public to believe that, its simply a psychological wall built by tactics. Yes you will be harassed if you know too much or stand up to such powers, but how much do you like living as a prisoner in a total lie?
People like me are born into such messes and have little option but to fight if we want to live.
It should strike people as an odd coincidence that the sex industry is kept shrouded in mystery, the public seems ignorant of how it works and workers are constantly vilified in an ongoing effort to create a place where lots of other activities can take place unseen by the public and without public scrutiny. Covert ops, black projects, mind control slavery which is connected of course to sex work, drug running, money laundering and spying activities such as honey pots, entrapments, material for black mail to control key people and couriers of information where before advanced technology used the human brain in very sophisticated ways for taking in information and regurgitating it.
Human experimentation obviously as this has even been documented to be admitted by the CIA themselves that prostitutes are a popular guinea pig as they are people who cant fight back or get revenge as they are shunned by society and have no power to begin with. What they omitted is that there is a high probability that many of those sex workers who seem randomly screwed over simly becuz they are powerless or whatever else ,are indeed mind controlled slaves. The time and effort put into such people since childhood makes them of value for life as far as exploitation goes, though it seems that many who are not deemed usable(or controllable) in the long run are expendable, which is what suicide programming is all about.
As well the homeless culture is alo kept shrouded kn myatery and especially recently, coincidentally after the system came after so mamy Survivors during Bush and srill its going on, The Homeless are freely villified, hated, set on fire in theor sleep and scape goated for being responsible for gentrified YUPpy areas not looking as sterile and pwefect as they shoukd by desing.
This is all coordinated as far as I am concerned. It makes sense and its quite logical.
Always remeber that rhose of us born into this know all too well that control is the constant factor. They contrl you when you arw usable and of value and they need to control you when you wake up ans naturally want to grow. Destroying your mind and beating you don into the homeless population is simply a way of controlling theSurvivor in an extreme way, just as extreme as when you are fully still under mind control whn younger, excpet this time the Survivor is aware of what is transpiring.
I have noted over the years that this system is obsessed with crearing holding areas or patterns for Targeted Individuals and Survivors of mind control.
You get targeted and taken right from leaving the sex industry into destitute homelessless. Does anyone see how ridiculously convenient this is for a society that is hiding alot kf crimes and foul play?
No matter how much activism I do it will never have been enough to save my own life or future. It isnt being done fast enough. Places like Cambridge MA and Berkeley CA are so targeted at this point that one can hardly get anything relevant done. While in Cambridge I was interfaced and targeted so consistently that I couldn't even think straight much less keep focus. I wasn't even myself anymore, that is how bad this is now.
I notice in Berkeley where its less all pervasive and one can keep focus to a point there arent the services there are in Cambridge MA. I dont have access to a computer for hours a day.
So even if people are provided the resources they need to do activism or whistle blow, if you simply target these people or the resource centers or the resource center computers are tweeked, they wont be able to utilize those outlets of free speech anyway.
This and other things going are what is behind or included in Bush's sentiment that the US Constitution is just a piece of paper. In fact he is ultimately correct, it is just that. Its like a promisery note with nothing of value to back it up. Its a bluff at the table, if human power and effort are not present to enforce it...or are not allowed to enforce it by sneaky, underhanded means like using these technologies.
The anger towards people like Bush has always seemed to me useless. They dont do anything different than any other con man, criminal, politician or big businessman. They happen to be extremely good at it and overt about pulling it off, almost as entertainment. If one digs deeper, you'll note they are representing special interests. You can blame Bush all you want but there are people who exist that require the actions he and his son have taken.
Look at it as they play the games so well people cant keep up. The public who are angered or disappointed by these types of actions are considered by others to simply not be able to cut it in the type of cut throat business that makes the most monies. You can keep calling them The Bush Crime family but without proof or a serious taking on of the issue instead of just talking about it, they and the people they represent will remain legitimized.
Its all trickery. Once you understand how the tricks work, you wont be so angry or take it personally. Think of yourselves as easily deceived by tricksters, not oppressed by ultimate power thats absolute or written in stone.
All the fear mongering and other tacics get the public to believe that, its simply a psychological wall built by tactics. Yes you will be harassed if you know too much or stand up to such powers, but how much do you like living as a prisoner in a total lie?
People like me are born into such messes and have little option but to fight if we want to live.