Forget Central Sq with all its gs activity or Harvard with its slight use of tech that is annoying sometimes. The winner is North Cambridge with absolutely the worst effects I have experienced in the entire area. Arlington just up the road is pretty peaceful and Lexington seems pretty clear. In fact when going into Lexington, I actually experienced a shut down in internet service very quickly then it returns. Experienced this in San Diego, had posted that when on the train and arrive from the south say, Chila Vista, at the 12th and Imperial train station, internet service cuts off every single time and one must reconnect after such event. It happens in the same location each time. The state of mind also changes along with that event.
This would indicate some sort of switching from one tower or system to another and in case of remote influence as it is mapped out. Why does it not surprise me there's a different system or tower when entering Lexington? Its a city that could afford to keep itself up and avoid corporate infiltration- in appearence anyway. Its beautifully preserved physically and I stayed there for a few days weeks ago and found that the 'vibe' there, if you will, is clean and without disturbance. It reminded me what my life could have been if only not for this nightmare that we are all living in now- those of us that did not believe what some perps warned us about years ago and I was warned. You better get money, you better get property before yer 40. Of course that person claims to be a seasoned TI and I dont trust her fully. How am I supposed to get anything if I am targeted- didnt seem to make sense.
Its right next to Porter Sq. Its been a horrible day due to having to walk around this area. Its been an emotional roller coaster just trying to find the laundrymat and do wash. Very dramatic. Ridiculous really.
I actually became so lost in thought that I 'woke up' with my sleeping bag disappeared. Only after backtracking for a few streets did I return to find it at the laundry on a table that I did not recall putting it on. I actually had the sensation of arriving at the laundry without my bags. Just waking up that way out of the fog I was in.
Of course there was much sexual arousal and of course it ended in release accompanied by negative thoughts or statements. This system seems to always need that to 'seal' the suggestions and complete the brainwashing.
Of course looking for my sleeping bag I met alot of weirdos and people who tried to talk to me who I avoided.
This kind of sleepwalking ONLY happens in MA. Its the only place I ever document such an effect happening and I have posted it before in past visits to this area.
Afterwards there was a bit of conditioning as in getting me to feel comfortable with what occured, not telling (like writing this) and the typical ideations to conform, move on and forget about years of torture.
I learned something though- stay the hell out of N. Cambridge. In fact leaving Harvard seems to be unpleasant no matter what direction I go in. I suspect this is why so many people get stuck in the Square being homeless.
Harvard has an energy to it..the buildings and campus itself. One can feel it taking from the humans that surround it, grounding it, feeding it. However, in return one gains protection from these structures at Harvard. Such is the way of Masonic archetecture. There are many sun symbols there and arches etc. Its safe, for me anyway. I feel comfortable coming back there after going to some other part of Boston.
It wasnt like that before, I dont know what changed in the past year. I wasnt going to Harvard alot though and I was probably still trying to do shelters when there was no one to hang with.
Its getting dark and I feel better of course as I always do when the sun goes down. The day time being a TI is an absolute nightmare but sometimes what happens at night can be worse depending.
I met a nice family though, this woman who had kids but wasnt all stuck up, a real friendly mom type native to Cambridge. Her husband had done military stints and we talked of San Diego. Interestingly he said that during a certain president and during a certain war back in the 90's, it got annoying trying to do his job and people telling him not to do his job. That certainly made me feel better about all I had been through today, every other day. We arent crazy or wrong- as TI's we are just privy to information that only certain other types of people understand to be true or feasible like military, criminals, cops etc.
Oh and I saw this morning a Cambridge cop wave to a black dude in a red t-shirt who, after seeing that I saw this, did a good job of concealing that he was nervous and guilty just a bit.
East Cambridge is awful as well, except they seem to lack tech being used and rely heavily on lots of gang stalking. From the Portugese neighborhood down the road to the mall, which is always full of perps. The gs around E. Cambridge is like during Bush, constant and overt.
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9/9/10
9/8/10
Gentrifying Hobos
http://cyberhobo.com/history.html
Note how the older hobo only spoke of himself not having to put anyone else's lifestyle down to validate his own.
Its impossible to declare yourself a TI when yer homeless, becuz that simply means a homeless person who is delusional to your average person. Also, I cannot believe how psychiatry has taken over the minds and hearts of this culture to the point where people no longer have a common sense about being human. It seems to me that people were more familiar with being human back when no one knew about what made humans tick so intricately as now. My grandmother from WWII could explain human motives for doing things that were simplistic and made sense. Nothing clinical just humans reacting to stimulus and thier environment but described as a fellow human being, not an observer.
One of the indications that we have become a society that is withdrawn from experiencing life fully is this leaning people have now towards playing the observer or the armchair clinician concerning human behavior. Its the height of arrogance and vanity certainly but no one seems to be informed of that. Tell of a friend's story, a reaction to a life situation and people may actually take to analyzing this according to information they have read or thier own experience in therapy. Since I now know that psychiatry is covering up for human atrocities, mind control slavery and human experimentation as well as psychology is obviously being utilized for such endeavors, its difficult to believe anything they come up with to explain human behavior. Its hard for people to accept the simplicity of Nature building human beings with back up programs and fail safes, like nervous breakdowns as a sort of reset like a computer or going nomadic (homeless, houseless traveler) as the most natural thing in the world for survival and self preservation. Its just returning to a primitive human state of being. Now that seems rather scientific, so why cant that be given as one reason people freak out and hit the road? In the old days, people would say they were hitting the road to find themselves or get thier heads together. Obviously there is something theraputic for certain people in traveling to sort things out or test themselves to get some inner feedback, or to gain feedback from the spaces they travel in and people they meet.
The problem with psychiatry is it exists in this little insular world. What I experienced each time I went out to travel was the land and the people on it. Some places are so without human life that if you drive through them long enough, this almost psychedelic experience occurs where you start feeling like a dinosaur is up ahead somewhere. Its no surprise to me that psychiatry festers like a cancer in places like the northeast and the coasts or in certain parts of the land locked midwest where man has full control over the terrain. Psychiatry is wonderfully overpowered and out of place when put up against the mountains and deserts of the southwest with the Native population playing diplomat between we European guests and the land. The same goes for those primitive spaces I wrote of, mostly in the northwest, which is the strangest part of the USA in my perception. Its like being on another planet for some reason.
There are things in human experience and Nature that psychiatry cannot and does not account for. We, the people, should never have allowed such a system to overtake our minds, our perceptions about the human experience.
And psychiatry is closely aligned with the homeless industry but that is hidden however. But we the homeless know that one wrong move and its much easier to label us mentally ill as 'homeless' people than say, a CEO who goes psychotic from overwork and sleep. Ive been there being targeted, traveling and trying to write as well and I know that no one in this society would understand that I was overworked unless I really did my best to be in top form when I was confronted, which is also draining.
The homeless industry works closely alongside the mental health industry. This creates an environment where homeless people are under constant threat of being labeled or put away for the stresses of thier situations as well as whatever is going on that is trauma related.
To me this seems like the actions of a criminal trying to cover up their criminal activities, not an honest system trying to find out why people are homeless.
After going through this so long, the most dangerous information I possess is not concerning local career criminals or even MILABS or my mother being harassed out of going to testify being a radiation experimentee as a crime by the US govt (obviously). Its the fact that a situation like mine blows the lid off of a massive industry that feeds non profits, mental health industry which includes big pharma, real eastate (low income housing, SRO's), HUD and other govt funding, the penal system which is now a corporate venture that no one is willing to mess with. Allowing the prison system to go corporate is like allowing the SS to have its own private fun houses for profit or letting the guard in an empire go private instead of remaining under the Emporers control. Its so corrupt in nature its ridiculous.
One has to wonder why so many people are chronically homeless and why a country where science can whittle the human gene down or a disease down to atoms and molecules and tag them to find out what really makes things tick- why such a society where the Pentagon 'misplaces' billions- why cant they find out why one sub culture exists the way it does and why the differing demographics within that culture are homeless for different reasons. Its a scam thats why. You always knew the system was shady but my story, if believed, actually provides the missing pieces as to why these social problems exist as they do.
This is probably why there is never any representation from within the homeless population themselves but always they are represented by people within the given fields above. There are all kinds of fun legal things you can come up with concerning homelessness in the USA. And all of them are going to get systematically ignored just like the people who suffer such injustices. Becuz human experimentation as well as RA is being covered up for. Whats disgusting is that they have built up a huge money making machine around victimization of human beings that is covert in nature. And anyone who makes such claims, even with cause or sensible deduction using documentation is either labeled or called conspiracy theorist- becuz that is quite alot of money you see, that they are covering up for. Why should they tell the truth?
The point of all my work is not to gain justice becuz humans have never been capable of living without exploiting other humans. But to be aware such things exists, makes it less likely one will fall into their traps and become thier next victim for profit. From what I have experienced, there exists a faction thats entire purpose on this earth is to cause havoc, chaos, death, murder and pain and suffering. Not being religious but realistic, I can only say that some human beings nature is simply different from decent people, and the sooner you realize that, the harder it will be to be fooled.
Then of course the list of 'hobos' has to be impressive with lots of name dropping, once again a hobo must be higher quality.
I wonder when people will get realistic and admit that certain people are targeted and that is why we keep moving and 'would rather beg'..which is bs. I would have loved to have built a life for myself by now that was solid.
Of course society hardly even knows there is an underground travel scene in the USA, forget about the fact that many Targeted Individuals find themselves chronically homeless, then have to take up with becoming a traveler and begging is part of that.
Note how the older hobo only spoke of himself not having to put anyone else's lifestyle down to validate his own.
Its impossible to declare yourself a TI when yer homeless, becuz that simply means a homeless person who is delusional to your average person. Also, I cannot believe how psychiatry has taken over the minds and hearts of this culture to the point where people no longer have a common sense about being human. It seems to me that people were more familiar with being human back when no one knew about what made humans tick so intricately as now. My grandmother from WWII could explain human motives for doing things that were simplistic and made sense. Nothing clinical just humans reacting to stimulus and thier environment but described as a fellow human being, not an observer.
One of the indications that we have become a society that is withdrawn from experiencing life fully is this leaning people have now towards playing the observer or the armchair clinician concerning human behavior. Its the height of arrogance and vanity certainly but no one seems to be informed of that. Tell of a friend's story, a reaction to a life situation and people may actually take to analyzing this according to information they have read or thier own experience in therapy. Since I now know that psychiatry is covering up for human atrocities, mind control slavery and human experimentation as well as psychology is obviously being utilized for such endeavors, its difficult to believe anything they come up with to explain human behavior. Its hard for people to accept the simplicity of Nature building human beings with back up programs and fail safes, like nervous breakdowns as a sort of reset like a computer or going nomadic (homeless, houseless traveler) as the most natural thing in the world for survival and self preservation. Its just returning to a primitive human state of being. Now that seems rather scientific, so why cant that be given as one reason people freak out and hit the road? In the old days, people would say they were hitting the road to find themselves or get thier heads together. Obviously there is something theraputic for certain people in traveling to sort things out or test themselves to get some inner feedback, or to gain feedback from the spaces they travel in and people they meet.
The problem with psychiatry is it exists in this little insular world. What I experienced each time I went out to travel was the land and the people on it. Some places are so without human life that if you drive through them long enough, this almost psychedelic experience occurs where you start feeling like a dinosaur is up ahead somewhere. Its no surprise to me that psychiatry festers like a cancer in places like the northeast and the coasts or in certain parts of the land locked midwest where man has full control over the terrain. Psychiatry is wonderfully overpowered and out of place when put up against the mountains and deserts of the southwest with the Native population playing diplomat between we European guests and the land. The same goes for those primitive spaces I wrote of, mostly in the northwest, which is the strangest part of the USA in my perception. Its like being on another planet for some reason.
There are things in human experience and Nature that psychiatry cannot and does not account for. We, the people, should never have allowed such a system to overtake our minds, our perceptions about the human experience.
And psychiatry is closely aligned with the homeless industry but that is hidden however. But we the homeless know that one wrong move and its much easier to label us mentally ill as 'homeless' people than say, a CEO who goes psychotic from overwork and sleep. Ive been there being targeted, traveling and trying to write as well and I know that no one in this society would understand that I was overworked unless I really did my best to be in top form when I was confronted, which is also draining.
The homeless industry works closely alongside the mental health industry. This creates an environment where homeless people are under constant threat of being labeled or put away for the stresses of thier situations as well as whatever is going on that is trauma related.
To me this seems like the actions of a criminal trying to cover up their criminal activities, not an honest system trying to find out why people are homeless.
After going through this so long, the most dangerous information I possess is not concerning local career criminals or even MILABS or my mother being harassed out of going to testify being a radiation experimentee as a crime by the US govt (obviously). Its the fact that a situation like mine blows the lid off of a massive industry that feeds non profits, mental health industry which includes big pharma, real eastate (low income housing, SRO's), HUD and other govt funding, the penal system which is now a corporate venture that no one is willing to mess with. Allowing the prison system to go corporate is like allowing the SS to have its own private fun houses for profit or letting the guard in an empire go private instead of remaining under the Emporers control. Its so corrupt in nature its ridiculous.
One has to wonder why so many people are chronically homeless and why a country where science can whittle the human gene down or a disease down to atoms and molecules and tag them to find out what really makes things tick- why such a society where the Pentagon 'misplaces' billions- why cant they find out why one sub culture exists the way it does and why the differing demographics within that culture are homeless for different reasons. Its a scam thats why. You always knew the system was shady but my story, if believed, actually provides the missing pieces as to why these social problems exist as they do.
This is probably why there is never any representation from within the homeless population themselves but always they are represented by people within the given fields above. There are all kinds of fun legal things you can come up with concerning homelessness in the USA. And all of them are going to get systematically ignored just like the people who suffer such injustices. Becuz human experimentation as well as RA is being covered up for. Whats disgusting is that they have built up a huge money making machine around victimization of human beings that is covert in nature. And anyone who makes such claims, even with cause or sensible deduction using documentation is either labeled or called conspiracy theorist- becuz that is quite alot of money you see, that they are covering up for. Why should they tell the truth?
The point of all my work is not to gain justice becuz humans have never been capable of living without exploiting other humans. But to be aware such things exists, makes it less likely one will fall into their traps and become thier next victim for profit. From what I have experienced, there exists a faction thats entire purpose on this earth is to cause havoc, chaos, death, murder and pain and suffering. Not being religious but realistic, I can only say that some human beings nature is simply different from decent people, and the sooner you realize that, the harder it will be to be fooled.
Then of course the list of 'hobos' has to be impressive with lots of name dropping, once again a hobo must be higher quality.
I wonder when people will get realistic and admit that certain people are targeted and that is why we keep moving and 'would rather beg'..which is bs. I would have loved to have built a life for myself by now that was solid.
Of course society hardly even knows there is an underground travel scene in the USA, forget about the fact that many Targeted Individuals find themselves chronically homeless, then have to take up with becoming a traveler and begging is part of that.
9/4/10
Berlin Germany squats
Is there no major city that is safe for us to go in the whole world where we can escape gentrification? And the fallout of the NWO?
http://www.spiegel.de/international/germany/0,1518,715167,00.html
It seems the grand plan is to behavior modify or remake citiies,countries, cultures and people...but we all know there is something very wrong with this plan. Something that just doesnt feel right. For those of us that know what is going on its the worst nightmare ever mainly becuz of all the smiling faces acting as if nothing is going on- which is worse than the most overt war zone or torture camp in history ever could be. Being asked to live in a lie while suffering is the worst kind of torture. Its like being asked to die but continue to act as if you are among the living.
The kind of corruption that goes on today is politely ignored. I believe many many people see it as necessary for the survival of mankind as well as some perfect world order. And there is a new technique to cover ups- corruption is simply denied and not leaked or exposed as it was years ago. Many authorities simply claim that corruption no longer exists, that they cleaned up thier acts from those old days of the 70's and prior or even the 90's. Which of course is all bullsh*t. The corruption that remains is marketed as needed to accomplish lofty goals for our future or there is a renewed sense of the elite taking back the old 'dont see what we do dont question us' attitude pre 1960's.
The persecution, and that is exactly what this is in many cases, of artists, free thinkers, travelers, transients and the like is an indication of a dictatorship of sorts. Get rid of the artists. Why cant they just leave people be? Give people privacy?
Its interesting that all of the crime and crack-driven filth culture that has sparked gentrification as well as Reagan letting out all the mentally ill onto the streets,is mainly responsible for destroying cities in the USA anyway, so that such measures as 'gentrification' are deemed necessary. I can imagine that the drug culture is used for profit by the very people who are supposed to do something about it and then its made a 'problem' over the years to destroy cities and make people afraid and disgusted with the homeless or transient (rightly so) so that a remake of cities is necessary.
I imagine that if cities did NOT degenerate into ghetto culture/crack havens with loads of totally insane homeless and with the total death of decency and civility then 'gentrification' wouldnt be as necessary. If we still had the good elements in such scenes as was in decades prior like artists, etc then they never could have pulled this off.
It seems like the only places that are free for creativity and not controlled are places where 'gentrification' means third world economies where entrepenuers have a free hand. So if you have money and some education in that dept then you can enjoy new frontiers.
For the rest of us forget it, we are being hunted and treated like a dying breed.
http://www.spiegel.de/international/germany/0,1518,715167,00.html
It seems the grand plan is to behavior modify or remake citiies,countries, cultures and people...but we all know there is something very wrong with this plan. Something that just doesnt feel right. For those of us that know what is going on its the worst nightmare ever mainly becuz of all the smiling faces acting as if nothing is going on- which is worse than the most overt war zone or torture camp in history ever could be. Being asked to live in a lie while suffering is the worst kind of torture. Its like being asked to die but continue to act as if you are among the living.
The kind of corruption that goes on today is politely ignored. I believe many many people see it as necessary for the survival of mankind as well as some perfect world order. And there is a new technique to cover ups- corruption is simply denied and not leaked or exposed as it was years ago. Many authorities simply claim that corruption no longer exists, that they cleaned up thier acts from those old days of the 70's and prior or even the 90's. Which of course is all bullsh*t. The corruption that remains is marketed as needed to accomplish lofty goals for our future or there is a renewed sense of the elite taking back the old 'dont see what we do dont question us' attitude pre 1960's.
The persecution, and that is exactly what this is in many cases, of artists, free thinkers, travelers, transients and the like is an indication of a dictatorship of sorts. Get rid of the artists. Why cant they just leave people be? Give people privacy?
Its interesting that all of the crime and crack-driven filth culture that has sparked gentrification as well as Reagan letting out all the mentally ill onto the streets,is mainly responsible for destroying cities in the USA anyway, so that such measures as 'gentrification' are deemed necessary. I can imagine that the drug culture is used for profit by the very people who are supposed to do something about it and then its made a 'problem' over the years to destroy cities and make people afraid and disgusted with the homeless or transient (rightly so) so that a remake of cities is necessary.
I imagine that if cities did NOT degenerate into ghetto culture/crack havens with loads of totally insane homeless and with the total death of decency and civility then 'gentrification' wouldnt be as necessary. If we still had the good elements in such scenes as was in decades prior like artists, etc then they never could have pulled this off.
It seems like the only places that are free for creativity and not controlled are places where 'gentrification' means third world economies where entrepenuers have a free hand. So if you have money and some education in that dept then you can enjoy new frontiers.
For the rest of us forget it, we are being hunted and treated like a dying breed.